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“Please, Cleve, now, hurry. I want you.”
“This is too much,” he said, eyes glittering in the soft dim light. “By the gods, I want you naked.” His hands were frantic on her clothes and she had to slap them away for she didn’t have that many gowns and he would surely rip this one.
But then, just as quickly, she didn’t care. He wanted her and what he wanted she would give him. She would take care of him. “Hurry,” she said, and didn’t know where that had come from, but it was deep inside her and she couldn’t wait for him to remove those brooches, to pull off her overtunic and her gown and untie her stockings. She just couldn’t wait. Her hands were on his trousers and now he was above her, looking down at her, seeing her clearly enough in the shadowy light, for even in this small chamber, there were shutters that were open to the moonlight streaming into the room.
“Chessa,” he said, and kissed her and kept kissing her, molding her to him, fitting his hands over her breasts, caressing them. He wanted to feel her naked flesh with his fingers. Her hands were wrapped around his back, kneading his flesh, pulling him close, drawing him toward her as if she wanted to consume him.
She lurched up, yanking hard at his trousers. “Hurry,” she said again. “Please, Cleve. Hurry.”
He knew she’d never known pleasure. How could she? He’d been a pig on their marriage night and she must have hated it, but she’d protected him, making the other men want to kill him because he was such a fine lover. Now it was she who was the frantic one, as urgent as he’d been. He didn’t know what to do. Then his own need swamped him and it didn’t matter. He jerked up her clothes, feeling her naked flesh beneath his hands, and his fingers were pushing apart her thighs and he felt her then, her dampness, her softness, her readiness for him and he couldn’t believe it. He groaned and mounted her. “Part your legs wider,” he said into her mouth, and she did, her hands on his buttocks.
“Hurry,” she said again, and he laughed even as he lifted her hips in his hand, stared down at her beautiful woman’s flesh and thrust forward, his head thrown back, his back arching, coming deep into her, filling her and letting the warmth of her fill him until he wanted to weep with the joy of it.
Ah, but that joy was mixed with a lust that drove him to the brink. He tried to pull back, but she pushed upward, drawing him deeper. He hadn’t hurt her this time, yet he’d felt the pull of her flesh when he’d come into her. She hadn’t been as ready for him as he’d believed, damn her, but now she was twisting and turning beneath him, arching upward, saying over and over, “Hurry, hurry.”
He didn’t want to hurry, but seeing her there beneath him, her eyes closed, her black hair strewn about her head, her mouth open, and the soft moans touched his soul.
“I want your pleasure,” he managed to say even as he knew it was nearly over for him. She was tight and small and she was moving beneath him, drawing him deeper into her even when he tried to pull out of her, just for a moment, just to get a hold on himself, so he wouldn’t—
He felt himself explode. It was that simple and that complete, his surrender to his need, his surrender to her. When he drove to his hilt into her, feeling his seed touch her womb, he moaned deep in his throat like a wild animal, like a man whose pleasure was so great he cared naught who heard him.
Surely he would die now. No man could exist beyond that pleasure, no mortal man, aye, it was over for him. He was flat on top of her, their sweating chests pressed together and he was breathing hard against her cheek, kissing her between breaths, still shoving into her, his legs heavy on hers.
“I won’t go to sleep,” he said, and managed to draw himself up on his elbows. “Chessa, speak to me.”
She smiled up at him. “You’re very deep inside me, Cleve. I love the feel of you, the strength of you. You’re smooth and hard and it pleases me.”
“Foolish words,” he said. “You don’t know what you’re saying, you’re just talking. Don’t you dare even hint to the men that I’m smooth and hard or anything else or I’ll strangle you. I see what you’ve done now. I should have known. You got no pleasure and you didn’t care. Damn you, Chessa, you just wanted to wring me out again, to take me and give me joy and not receive any for yourself. Well, that’s not the way of it. I won’t let you control me, not like you have every other damned man who’s been unfortunate enough to swim into your waters. I won’t ever again listen to your siren’s song. Damn you, I will make you scream.”
“But Cleve, it’s your pleasure that is important, your pleasure that gives me joy, your—” She sucked in her breath when she felt his mouth hot on her belly, his hands working over her flesh, touching her, smoothing her, the heels of his hands massaging her pelvic bones, squeezing her hips, drawing her ever upward. He was on his knees between her legs and he looked up at her then. He was frowning ferociously. “You damned woman, you will scream for me.”
He lowered his head and his mouth touched her. Her back arched and she gasped with the surprise of it. This was too much, she thought, her mind sharp with the pleasure of his tongue, the soft bite of his teeth. This was too much for a woman to bear. Surely he shouldn’t be doing this to her, surely he should be resting now, for there was much to be done. “I don’t know, Cleve,” she said, striving to find somewhere in her body that wasn’t pounding with urgency. She felt his tongue, his fingers sliding inside her, felt the dampness of herself and his seed and this felling pleasure that gave no mercy, no respite. She cried out, unable to help herself.
“Scream, damn you,” he said, lifting his head just a moment to look up at her face. The scar was livid in the dim light and he looked like a demon, hard and cold and she knew he would gain what he wanted. He was more beautiful than the carvings she’d seen of the Christian saints or the Viking gods. “Aye,” he said, seeing the change in her expression, and lowered his head again. His hands lifted her and she knew there was no hope for her now. He’d told her about a woman’s lust but she hadn’t really believed in it, not in feelings that seemed to make men animal-mad, that drove all their wits from them and left them panting and growling and helpless in their own cravings.
No, it couldn’t be the same, it couldn’t. She wouldn’t believe, no, it was his pleasure that was important, not hers, not that a woman’s pleasure existed anyway, but still—
She screamed. From one instant to the next, she was with herself, within her body, with him, then the next instant, she was wild and uncontrolled and crying out like an animal. She was mad and she was thrown into a frenzy she couldn’t begin to imagine. She didn’t car
e. She just wanted more. Her hands were frantic in his hair, on his shoulders, and she was keening, the feelings only making her wilder and wilder until suddenly she felt as if a soft rainfall had begun to fall on her and it was calming her, bringing her back into herself, not that she wanted the rainfall or being back into herself. No, she wanted more of that demented pleasure that was surely too great for a human to have to suffer.
“Cleve,” she said. “I will surely die from that.”
“Every night then,” he said, and he was grinning down at her, triumphant, satisfied, everything male and strong in him, everything dominant, sublimely content. “You scream well, Chessa. I like it. You respond to me well. I like that too. I suppose I knew it would be this way between us. But you will not lie to me again, Chessa. I will have your pleasure as well as my own. Do you understand me?”
She said in a small thin voice that made him smile, “Since it is so very nice then I suppose I must do as you wish.”
He gathered her into his arms and pulled her against his side. “In a few minutes we’ll do that again. You’ve been a wife far too long to have suffered from a husband’s neglect.”
“I can’t do that again, can I?”
He smiled at the utter bewilderment in her voice, at the sudden shyness, but he’d held her, caressed her with his mouth, moved his fingers inside her. He kissed her nose. “You thought you were so smart. You believed you could control me.” He kissed her ear. “I’ll make you do that as often as I wish to. You will have no say in the matter. I will say to you, ‘Chessa, I’m putting my mouth on you and you will scream.’ And then you will.” He kissed her jaw.
She was silent for the longest time, then whispered against his shoulder, “Do you promise, my lord?”
His hand, stroking over her buttocks, stilled. He eased his fingers between her thighs. She was wet with him, with herself, with their passion. She quivered as his fingers lightly stroked her. “Aye,” he said, “I promise.”
It was Chessa who fell asleep but moments later, leaving Cleve to smile up at the shaft of bright moonlight that came through the open shutters. The fresh night air was strange. In Norway it was simply too cold during most of the year to allow such a thing. The thick wooden planks of the longhouse had to overlap tightly to keep in heat. A window would be unthinkable. He looked up and saw the moon.
