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"Some other girls are ironing inside the big house. We iron inside so the dust don't get on the clothes," she said.
"Could you give a fellow a drink of water?" he said.
"I done made some lemonade," she replied, and waited for him to enter the cabin first.
He removed his hat as though he were entering a white person's home, then sat in the chair at the table by the window and gazed wistfully out onto the young sugarcane bending in the breeze off the Gulf. His hair was combed but uncut and grew in black locks on his neck.
"What did you write for us today, Flower?" he asked, his gaze still focused outside the cabin.
She handed him her tablet, then stood motionlessly, her hands behind her.
He put the tablet flat on the table and read what she had written, his elbows on the table, his fingers propped on his temples. His cheeks were shaved and pooled with color that never seemed to change in hue.
"You look at the world only as a poet can," he said.
He saw her lips say the word "poet" silently.
"That's a person who sees radiance when others only see objects. That's you, Flower," he said.
But she disregarded the compliment and felt the most important line she had written in the notebook was one he had not understood. In fact, she was not quite sure what she had meant when she made the entry. But the martial speech of the man in the silk hat still rang in her ears, and the hard gold light beating on his sword and the brass instruments of the band hovered before her eyes like the angry reflection off a heliograph.
"Is there gonna be a war, Mr. Willie?" she asked.
"Why don't you sit down? I'm getting a crick in my neck looking up at you," he said. "Look, y'all are going to be free one day. Peace or war, it's just a matter of time."
"You gonna join the army, ain't you, suh?"
In spite of his invitation she had made no movement to sit down at the table with him, which would have caused her to violate a protocol that was on a level with looking a white person directly in the face. But after having shown her obedience to a plantation code that systematically degraded her as well as others, she realized she was now, of her own volition, invading the privacy and perhaps exposing the weakness of a man she genuinely admired and was fond of.
For just a moment she wondered if it was true, as white people always said, that slaves behaved morally only when they were afraid.
"I try not to study on it," Willie replied. Then, as though to distract himself from his own thoughts, he told her of his father's participation in the Texas Revolution, the massacre of prisoners at Goliad, the intercession of a camp follower who probably saved his father's life.
"A prostitute saved all them men from being killed?" she said.
"She surely did. No one ever learned her name or what became of her. The Texans called her the Angel of Goliad. But think of the difference one poor woman made," he said.
She sat down on her bed, her knees close together, her hands folded in her lap.
"I ain't meant to be prying or rude. You're always kind to the niggers, Mr. Willie. You don't belong with them others," she said.
"Don't call your people niggers," he said.
"It's the only name we got," she said, with a sharpness in her voice that surprised her. "You gonna let the Yankees kill you so men like Marse Jamison can make more money off their cotton? You gonna let them do that to you, suh?"
"I think I should go now. Here, I brought you a book of poems. They're by an English poet named William Blake." He rose from his chair and offered her the book.
But she wasn't listening now. Her gaze was fixed outside the door. Through the crisscross of wash lines and steam drifting off the wash pots scattered throughout the yard, she saw Rufus Atkins rein his carriage, one with a surrey on top, and dismount and tether his horse to an iron weight attached to a leather strap he let slide through his fingers.
"You best go, Mr. Willie," she said.
"Has Mr. Rufus been bothering you, Flower?"
"I ain't said that."
"Mr. R
ufus is a coward. His kind always are. If he hurts you, you tell me about it, you hear?"
