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Two minutes later she seated herself at the circular table, wit
h a plate holding a croissant, a dab of butter and a small pot of strawberry jam in front of her. Somehow she had to focus—she was here to negotiate herself out of this mess. Channelling every single iota of her inner poise, she managed a cool smile. Whatever it cost her she would not show Daniel even a particle of her discomfort.
‘So, Kaitlin. You requested this meeting. Why?’
‘I need to know what you plan to do.’
For a fleeting second confusion flashed across his face, and then a small mirthless smile tipped his lips up. ‘You’re worried I’ll go public with the whole Barcelona story?’
‘Yes.’
In truth, the idea of the press getting hold of this made her quake. Her parents would... Her imagination couldn’t even begin to conjure up the Duke’s and Duchess’s reactions. But it was more than that...
‘I realise you have no obligation not to,’ she continued quietly, ‘but it wouldn’t just impact me. The scandal would affect Prince Frederick as well.’
The House of Lycander had been besmirched by more than its fair share of disgrace and rocked by tragedy, and the idea that she might add to Frederick’s troubles filled her with horror.
‘I don’t want my stupidity to discredit Frederick or make him look a fool in the eyes of the media.’
‘Because you love him?’
The question was posed as though the answer mattered and it caused her vocal chords to tighten.
‘Or because it would make your relationship and marriage to him problematical?’
Perhaps she should lie—claim that she did love Frederick, throw herself on Daniel’s mercy. Ha! Instinct informed her that that wouldn’t work, because she sensed he didn’t have any. But, more than that, she didn’t want to lie—she’d lied enough.
‘That’s none of your business. I will not discuss Prince Frederick with you. That’s not fair to him.’
‘You didn’t worry about fairness in Barcelona.’
‘I told you—I hadn’t met him then. Or at least I hadn’t started to date him.’
‘But you knew you were going to.’
Daniel’s voice was soft, but the edge could have cut a diamond. Easy to imagine him in a courtroom now.
‘All the time you were with me you knew that you would soon be dating someone else.’
The contempt in his voice made her feel exposed and she leant forward, needing him to understand even as she knew she shouldn’t care about his opinion.
‘Yes.’ There could be no denial there, but she’d be damned if she apologised either. ‘But I didn’t plan that night. I didn’t go to Barcelona to have a one-night stand.’
‘Why did you go?’
‘I had a moment of panic.’
‘No. A moment of panic is when you have a few drinks, breathe into a paper bag or eat your bodyweight in chocolate. It’s not when you assume a fake identity and sleep with a stranger.’
‘OK. So I had a spectacular moment of panic.’
‘Because of Prince Frederick? That seems extreme. No one was going to march you to the altar on the spot.’
‘I know that.’
How to explain panic to this man? A man who clearly knew who he was and what he wanted from life. To Kaitlin, panic was a mortal enemy—kept on a leash, tamed by her determination not to let it conquer her. Time had taught her the best way to achieve dominance was control—if she micromanaged every second of her life, created a secure zone, a persona that was in command, that way she won.
‘I just wanted some space to process the future...some time out. The plan was to stay in my hotel room and order room service. Instead...’ She tipped a palm up and let out a sigh.
