Page 105 of Breaking My Silence


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But he didn’t let up. He kept the same pressure on my clit and slid two fingers inside me, swiftly pumping them in and out, and brought me to another climax. Only after I stilled under him the second time did he lift his mouth from me.

I was still catching my breath when Ian crawled back over me and claimed my lips again. For a second, I was a little surprised by the tangy, salty flavor of my arousal that I tasted on his lips and tongue, but at the same time, I loved knowing that he tasted like that because he’d been doing something to make me feel good.

Vaguely, I noticed that where I’d felt denim on his legs before, I now felt bare skin. And I felt his hard dick pressing between my slick folds, though he wasn’t asking for entrance. Not yet.

My heart rate picked up a little, and I honestly couldn’t decide if it was nerves or anxiety. It wasn’t fear, though. And it wasn’t enough to make me tell him to stop.

“You still okay, Ky?” he murmured, giving me a kiss.

I nodded. “I’m okay.”

“You still want this?”

“Yes,” I whispered. “I’m nervous, but I’m not afraid.”

“Okay, baby,” he said, taking a breath and stroking my cheek with his thumb. “Remember the first time you let me touch you? Remember what I told you to do that day?”

“You told me to look at you,” I said, my lips turning up in a smile as I remembered how sweet and patient he’d been that day.

Just like he was being now. And that was how I knew I was safe here with him.

“I want you to do the same thing now,” he told me. “Keep those gorgeous eyes on me. Don’t look away. And stop me if you need to. Don’t let me hurt you.”

I nodded and looked him right in the eyes as he nudged himself at my entrance. I took a shaky breath, and he raised an eyebrow, silently asking once more if I still wanted this. I pulled him down for a kiss, trying to show him that I really was okay. The quiet moan that escaped his throat as our tongues met made my heart swell.

Slowly, he started to inch himself inside me, and I grunted quietly as I felt the uncomfortable stretch and pressure.

“You okay?” he asked.

I nodded. “It doesn’t hurt. Just pressure.”

He locked eyes with me as he kept pushing further into me until he was completely sheathed.

I waited for the panic to come. I waited for the fear and memories to take over, to rob me of this beautiful, intimate moment between me and the man I loved. For those monsters to steal yet another thing from me.

But it didn’t happen. All I could focus on was those gorgeous baby blues, looking at me with so much love and concern that it made a lump rise in my throat. And all I could think about was how right and perfect this felt. How close I felt to him.

Right now, in this moment, Ian and I were the only two people in the world, and all that existed was our love. The connection I’d found with him despite all my attempts to resist it swirled around us, so thick it was palpable.

“You feel amazing, baby,” he whispered, stroking my cheek with his thumb. “Still okay?”

I nodded. “I’m perfect. I love you so much.”

“Te quiero mucho, bebé,” he murmured. “Eres mi vida entera.”You’re my whole life.

“Nice to see those Spanish lessons were good for something,” I teased.

He chuckled and kissed me as he slowly pulled halfway out and then pressed back inside me, and I let out a quiet moan as I felt sparks of pleasure racing through my whole body. As he rocked into me with slow, steady motions, his lips moved to my neck, sucking softly.

“Oh, God,” I moaned as he pinched one of my nipples.

I arched my hips to take him deeper, meeting each of his thrusts with one of my own, and he let out a groan as he covered my mouth with his again and slid an arm under my shoulder.

Nothing I’d ever felt in my whole life compared to this. Nothing had ever felt this right. This perfect. This beautiful.

I dug my fingers into his shoulder and tightened my legs around his waist, needing more, and he took the hint and picked up the pace. I couldn’t contain the moans that escaped my lips as I felt pressure building up inside me again, and even though I wanted this to go on forever, I knew I couldn’t stop the inevitable.

“You close, baby?” he breathed, grazing his teeth over my earlobe.

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