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Wax Play
PARKER
“You’ve been in my room for an hour because you want to talk?” I ask as I move towards the door. “Seems ridiculous to me because you don’t know how to talk Hudson.”
“I locked it,” Hudson says, holding up the large brass key for my room door, before shoving it into his pocket.
“Can you please open the door? I’m not very comfortable with this.”
He stares at me blankly, standing completely still. “I can’t do that, Parker. You’ll leave without giving me a chance.”
“A chance?” I shake my head and laugh.Is he serious?“Hudson you don’t deserve anything. Do you remember our last conversation or was that all in my head? You know because I’m fucking delusional.”
He takes a step closer and I watch his every move closely. “I know, I fucked up. I was high and angry because you blew me off to be there in that nightclub. You should have known better.”
“How did you even know I was there? You said I was so fucking clueless and paranoid that I was making shit up.” My voice wavers as I remember his exact words.
“I made a mistake. I didn’t know what I was saying.” He takes another step closer, his eyes searching mine. “Please give me a chance, Parker. You know I want to put things in the past and that I love you.”
“You don’t love me!” I cried out. “Stop lying to me and making me believe in things that aren’t true! You’re tiring me mentally Hudson.”
“I do love you.” He grabs my hand and I pull away, but his grip is strong and my confidence shrinks as he towers over me, his green eyes hotly fixed on mine. “I know I messed up and you don’t believe me, but I do love you.”
“You told me to get the fuck out of the car. It was in the middle of the night, Hudson. You didn’t care about me enough to leave me stranded in the middle of the street. If you do it once, you’ll do it again,” I say, trying to shove him off.
His hands move upwards so that he’s now clutching my shoulders. “I don’t know why I did it. Please don’t leave me, Parker. I—I’ll try to fix this, okay?”
I stare into his wild green eyes, the words evaporating in my mouth.
“Parker, I know that you love me too. Can’t you feel the energy between us? When I touch you, when we’re together, can’t you feel that we’re meant to be together?” His hot breath is on my lips. “When I’m inside of you.”
I shake my head, my mind is swimming with confusion. “Please don’t do this to me. You can have anyone you want. Just leave me alone.”
“I want you and if I can’t be with you, I swear to you that I will jump off that building,” he whispers, his eyes glistening with tears. “I’ll fulfill my dad’s promise because I’m just a fucking coward. But I love you, Parker.”
“Why would you do that?” A sudden pang of guilt hits my chest.
“Because I always fuck things up,” he whispers. “I don’t want to be alone anymore.”
“That doesn’t mean you need to hurt yourself,” I tell him. “You need to heal yourself or see someone Hudson. Like a professional psychologist. Or we’re just going to keep on going in circles.”
He nods and cups my face in his hands. “I promise. I’ll see someone.”
I glance down, relief washing over me. “I need to bath and sleep. I’m tired. Can I text you later?”
“Let me make it up to you.” His lips brush the corner of my mouth.
“I think a break would be good and then I’ll see you again when I come back to Manhattan.” I press my palms against his chest.
I can feel the warmth radiating from within him and I momentarily close my eyes as his spicy masculine scent invades my senses.
“I know,” he whispers, moving his left hand along the slit of my dress.
His fingers make contact with my skin and immediately my pulse quickens. Hudson moves his lips along my neck and my lips part at the contact.
“But I don’t want to wait. Let me make it up to you, Parker,” he murmurs as he lightly nibbles my earlobe. “I want to taste you.”
