Page 79 of Bleeding Crowne


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WINTER

Mason drivesus to the university and as soon as we get out of the car, I can feel the stares on us. A second later, I can see people whispering to one another as they look back at us. Great! I’m still a fucking zoo attraction to them.

Ever since we got back from the cabin, Mason has been staying with me in my apartment. He didn’t need to because I eventually found out that he took the other penthouse apartment on my floor. The guys have been staying there when they feel the need to crash and stay close to us which has been often.

Neither Mason nor Gray have been back to their mansion in a while, and I can’t imagine what the hell is going through Alister’s mind. I’m sure he’ll find some way of blaming his son’s getting an apartment on me.

I never told anyone, especially Mason, about the few run-ins I’ve had with his father and all the things he’s said to me.

In truth, it’s mainly because I was scared he wouldn’t believe me since most of it happened when he still hated me. He could still hate me deep down inside right now but he’s just trying to keep the peace. Who the hell knows anymore?

I was also scared that if I said anything and Mason confronted his dad, Alister would find a way to turn the tables around on me and make it my fault somehow. The man is a slimy bastard who is good at turning things around to his advantage. I don’t think I’d be able to bear the thought of Mason not believing me about his father’s weird attitude toward me.

I mean, everyone knows the man hates me, but no one knows he tried to touch me when I had that run-in with him in his office. A shiver runs through me at the thought of what could have happened if I hadn’t managed to get out of his office in time.

“What’s wrong?” Mason asks as he squeezes my hand. We make our way inside the building where the labs are.

“Nothing. I’m fine. I just feel so exposed under all the stares,” I say, lying about what is really going on in my mind. He winces and looks a little ashamed.

“I’m so—”

“Don’t. I don’t want to go into all of that right now,” I say, cutting him off. I know he was about to say sorry since mostly everyone in this school hates me because of him but I just can’t deal with that talk at this moment. It would take a lot to get through that. I hope that someday though I’ll have the courage to delve into all the ways he’s hurt me.

Maybe I’ll get some closure or maybe I won’t, but I can’t deal with that train wreck when I’m still such a mess inside.

We walk through the hallway, holding hands, and as I look around, I can see the hate in some of their eyes. I kind of forgot that Mason and the guys are still popular, and everyone here always wants to get their attention in some way.

I’m still one of the most hated people because I have his attention again. I don’t miss the way some of the girls are glaring at me. My eyes clash with Amber’s and I can see the fire in her eyes as well as the jealously.

She looks like a fire-breathing dragon, waiting to commit murder. I’m not in the mood for her and her shit today so I just continue walking along. When we get to the lab, Mason pulls the door open for me.

“I’ll come check on you in a few,” he says, kissing me on the lips before walking away.

I walk into the lab room, the door closing behind me. I put my bag on the teacher’s table at the front of the room before taking a seat there and then pull out my laptop and notebook to get started for today.

When I open my browser, I see that the last tabs I opened are still on there and I’m hoping that’ll help me. Wow, I can’t believe it’s been months since I’ve opened my laptop to do any work on it. I’ve been so busy getting everything else ready that I’ve neglected one of the things that I’m passionate about.

A few minutes later, I get up and start writing down formulas on the chalkboard but no matter how much I try to get it right, I can’t. Something about my calculations are wrong and I realize I need to start my scientific research from the beginning again.

This frustrates me to no end, and I break down as the realization that I’ve lost all my work finally hits me. The sobs and anger wage a war inside me, both fighting for a place to shine. Anger wins as I throw my book and everything else on the desk onto the floor. I hear the crash of my computer just as Mason walks into the lab, rushing over to me. He quickly pulls me into his arms and holds me there as I cry.

“What’s the matter, baby? Why are you breaking things?” he questions in a calm voice that pushes me over the edge.

“I hate you! That’s what’s wrong!” I snap at him as I wrench myself out of his arms.

“Can you just calm the hell down and tell me what’s wrong so I can help you. We’re past the hate thing now, aren’t we?” he asks like a dumbass.

“No, we’re not! You ruined my work! You knew how much it meant to me and now I can’t get any of the fucking formulas right again. This is all a mess and you’re the reason for it! You’re such a fucking asshole and I want to slap the fuck out of you right now! I just wish you would fucking hurt as much as I do!” I’m breathing hard by the time I finish yelling at him. He walks over to me and grabs me by the face before bringing his closer to mine.

“Watch how the fuck you’re talking to me, baby. I hated you at the time of the incident but I’m going to make it up to you,” he says gruffly.

“How do you plan on doing that, dickhead? You can’t bring it back with magic!” I yell as I start hitting him in the chest. “I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! We shouldn’t have gotten back together again. There’s so much shit between us still. I don’t see how we’ll ever be able to get over it!”

“Don’t ever let me hear you say some dumb shit like that ever again. We’ll fucking get through it even if I have to tie your ass to my bed every night to do it,” he growls, squeezing my jaw as he slams his lips down on mine in a hot and hard kiss.

He angles my face how he wants it as he keeps kissing me. When he pulls away, he pulls me up and turns me around. He presses my front down onto the table, bending me over before I feel him pull my leggings down over my ass. I hear him fiddling with his belt buckle.

“This mouth of yours is always getting you into trouble. We’re going to fucking work it out somehow. I already told you, you’re fucking mine and there’s no way I’m letting you go again,” he snaps just as he plunges his thick cock into the depths of my pussy. He starts pumping his hips in and out of me and I groan as I feel my pussy clench around his thickness.

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