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“Fitz, I don’t know what the right thing to do is. I want to be with you, but I’m terrified. I mean shit only two months ago the thought of steering off track scared the shit out of me. I definitely don’t need or want a routine anymore, but how can I just leave everything I know? If I told my work I was taking more time off, they’d for sure fire me,” I say, turning my head to look at his brilliant blue eyes.
“You don’t need to work. I can take care of you,” he says with complete sincerity.
I smile and press a kiss on his chest. “Oh Fitz, that is so incredibly sweet of you, but I can’t ask that of you. You’ve worked your ass off to have what you do and I’m not going to be the one who takes that without giving back.”
He chuckles and it vibrates throughout my body. “There are plenty of other ways to repay me,” he says, winking. I can’t help but laugh and he joins in. “We have until Monday, so how about you think about what you want to do and we will take it from there. Just please don’t shut me out, I need to know what you’re thinking.”
I push myself up and straddle his lap, hooking my arms around his neck. “Fitz, I promise you, no secrets, but I need the same from you.”
He squeezes my ass and pulls me closer. “I haven’t lied to you and I don’t intend on it. I know in this industry that without trust there is nothing. We both need to trust the other completely and I know that takes time, but I’m willing to put the time in.”
He’s right, things could and more than likely will, get crazy. I’ve seen the paparazzi and the fans, I can only imagine what kind of rumors are spread and I want this to work I need to trust him. I think about how Poppy and Nate make it work and it seems so flawless. With all the crap they deal with, they are still together all these years. Yet, Hank and I didn’t work when things were routine and boring as hell. I know without a doubt in that moment that it is all about how much you are willing to work at it and who you’re willing to work at it with.
I smile and run my fingers into his hair. “I’m willing to put the time in too,” I say and he once again squeezes my ass.
He rubs my ass and considering I still have no panties on, it is really turning me on. I can feel my pussy getting wet with the need to have him touch me. He captures my mouth and kisses me long and hard, making me moan. We break apart and he runs his hands up into my hair, grabbing tightly. “Brooklyn, I need you to ride my cock. I want to watch your tits bounce while you are taking me deep inside you.”
Unsure if I’ll be any good at this, I simply agree with a nod. This man can get me to do just about anything when I hear his voice. It turns me on as much, if not more, than the first night I heard it. He runs his hands underneath the shirt and it raises the higher he goes, exposing my skin to the cool air around us. He claims my mouth in the most aggressive kiss yet, and it is fucking hot. I find myself rubbing my wet pussy on his cock through his boxers and I think I could come from this alone.
“Fitz, you fucking pussy.” I hear before the door flies open and I scream, trying to cover myself up with the comforter.
“Ethen, get the fuck out of here,” Fitz growls, holding me close against him.
“Oh fuck, shit I’m sorry. I had no idea this was happening, but is it the wrong time to say it’s about fucking time?” he says and leans against the small dresser.
“Get the fuck out,” Fitz yells, causing Ethen to laugh as he apologizes closing the door behind him. “Christ, I’m so sorry Brooklyn.”
I’m mortified Ethen not only saw my ass, but saw me dry humping Fitz. I close my eyes and shake my head. “It’s not your fault.”
“I should have locked the bedroom door or told Tony to not let anyone on the bus,” he mumbles, rubbing his hands on my still covered back.
I need to stop being such a coward if I’m going to survive this. I can’t hide every time something happens that I don’t like, scares me, or embarrasses me. Poppy would never do that. Hell, she probably would have kept going with Ethen looking on. That’s how I need to be. I need to stop this little girl bullshit and act like a woman who is about to have sex with this rock God.
I sit up and let the covers fall off me. I don’t say anything, just look at him as I grab the hem of the shirt and lift it over my head, dropping it to the floor. It is so unlike me to be this forward, but I’ll be honest, seeing the look of disbelief on his face makes me want to do it again and again.
“Fuck, you keep surprising me in the best possible way,” he says and dips his head to suck one of my hard nipples into his mouth.
My head falls back and a moan escapes me as he sucks and nips at both my nipples. I can feel his hard cock pushing against me and I am so ready to have him buried deep inside me. “Fitz, I need you,” I moan out and he snaps his head up to look at me.
“I need a condom, but you’ll need to climb off me so I can get it out of the top drawer,” he says with an incredible heat in his eyes.
I decide if I’m going to change my ways, I need to be more comfortable in my own skin. I can’t say it will happen overnight, but baby steps. One of those steps is me climbing off of him and padding my way over to the drawer to get the condom myself. Turning back he is sitting on the bed, boxers off and his cock in his hand, slowly pumping. It is the most erotic thing I have ever seen. I’m glued in place, just watching as my body tingles and my pussy pulses with need.
“Fuck I have so many things I can’t wait to do with you,” he groans, obviously enjoying what he is doing to himself.
I take a few steps closer to him and stop right beside him. “Like what?” Where this bravery is coming from I have no idea, but holy shit I’m actually making myself wetter.
I swear a growl rumbles in his throat as he reaches out and grabs a hold of me, tossing me on the bed. He climbs on top of me and pins my hands above my head. Leaning his head down he runs his nose along my cheek and down to my heavy breasts. He doesn’t touch them though, he looks up at me and grins. “You want to know what I want to do to you? I want to eat your sweet pussy until you are raw. I want to fuck you so hard that you won’t be able to move without knowing I was inside you. I want to watch you touch yourself, make yourself come and lick you clean. I want to fuck your mouth, your pussy, and your ass, while you are tied to my bed. I want to know what it feels like to rub my hands on your wet body in the shower. I want to make you come in the back seat of my limo.” He pauses for a minute to kiss my lips. “I also want to know what you look like first thing in the morning. I want to know your every sound and every expression. I want to know what your dream is and help make it come true.”
I go from completely hot to completely emotional. I blink back tears and smile at him. “Fitz, you have no idea what your words do to me. You make me want it all.”
He moves his hand down and rubs my pussy, feeling how wet it is and kisses under my ear. “You can have it all baby, and so much more.” He flips us so that I am once again on top and the sight of him looking up at me is surreal. Taking the condom out of my hand, he rolls it on himself and grabs me tightly by my hips. “Lift that sweet ass and lower yourself onto me. Go as slow or as fast as you want.”
I do as he says and slowly lower myself onto his erect cock. He fills me, going much deeper than he did before and it feels so good. I sit still and he bucks his hips. “Oh God,” I moan, slowly moving my hips back and forth.
He lets me go for a bit, and the faster I move the better it feels. He digs his fingers into my hips and lifts me a bit, letting me sink back down. He does it again and again, until I start to do it on my own. He begins meeting me thrust for thrust and I toss my head back. “Fuck Brooklyn, I need you to go fast. Ride me hard.” I pick up my pace and the faster I go, the more he grunts an
d groans, spurring me to keep going. “Holy shit, grab your tits. Play with them,” he demands and I obey immediately.
