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"A bath sounds good." I need away from their scents if I want a chance at a clear head. "I've got it. You get Oliver settled. I'll let you know before... it's too late."
Callan stops me. “If you decide you want to spend it alone, what do you need? Do you have toys? Can we bring food to your door and leave it outside? Water?"
I blush. “I have plenty of toys and yes, of course you can bring me food and water. I typically have at least an hour of lucidity every day, so I'll venture out and eat and drink then too."
I'm not sure how lucid I'll be with them nearby, and with no one in there helping me through it, but hopefully I'll still at least have that.
"If you do decide to join us, feel free to bring the toys. I'm sure we can find some fun uses for them. Especially if you've got a strap-on." Oliver wiggles his eyebrows at me.
"I will, and I do."
Oliver’s groan chases me from the living room as I hurry upstairs.
My nose wrinkles once I’m back in the guest room, not liking the idea of spending my heat alone here. It doesn't smell enough like me or the pack for my hormones. Even if I get all the blankets from downstairs, it’s not going to be enough. Maybe if I had been here longer, but only this short amount of time isn't enough.
I'm either going to need to return to my other rooms or take them up on their offer.
I still run myself a bath, pouring plenty of lavender bath salts into the steaming water to help dull the tempting scents coming from the rest of the house.
My head does clear a bit once I'm chin deep in hot, lavender water, the heat pushed down a bit for the time being. I should have a few hours before I'm mindless and begging. I should really hydrate once I'm out of the bath. But for now, I'm going to soak and empty my head.
Once I'm finished, I'll make the decision then.
Chapter Thirty-Four
Aurora
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I KNOCK ON THE DOOR leading to the spiral staircase with a pounding pulse, unsure if this is the right call, but unable to make a different one. Hopefully I won't regret this in a few days once the heats pass.
Enzo sticks his head out, and smiles when he sees me. "I'm glad you're joining us. Are you sure?"
I nod. “I am."
"Do you want all of us? Callan doesn't usually join since he and Oliver aren't together, but he'd love to if you're involved."
