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He could see the panic in her eyes and knew he was partially responsible for putting it there. Taking her face in both hands, he looked into her eyes, and said,
“It’s okay baby, we’ll take care of everything,” he said, then pulled her to him and held her tight, rocking her in his arms until she calmed.
“Will I always have panic attacks like that?” Tammy asked, her face still against his chest.
“No, baby, we are going to work together to help you get over that. It won’t be easy and it will take some time but the two of us together will get there.” He pulled her face away from him so he could kiss her lips.
He was torn on what to do next. The Dom in him said that he needed to get the punishment over. If he didn’t, he was afraid Tammy would be even more scared the longer it took.
The compassionate man in him said she’s been through enough, and to let it go. The only way to decide was to talk to her and see where it went.
“Tammy, you know you earned a punishment for what you did on the club floor and for running away.”
“Yes, but please don’t hurt me.” She said pulling her bottom lip between her teeth.
Getting an idea, Tyler grabbed his phone and quickly called the club bar, “Link, are Marc and his family still there?” Maybe if Tammy could talk to Carrie it would help her.
Link answered affirmative and Tyler told Tammy, “Baby, we’re going to go to the bar, Carrie is sitting there with her men, and I want you to talk to her.”
“No, Ty, I’m too embarrassed. What if she hates me?”
“It’ll be okay, I think talking to her will do you good, come on,” he said, standing and pulling her behind him.
Walking up to the trio at the bar, Tyler introduced Tammy to them.
“Carrie, this is Tammy. She had a little PTSD moment earlier, and she wants to apologize and talk to you.” With that, he led the men to a nearby table where he could explain what had happened.
“Hi,” Tammy said softly as she sat on the stool next to Carrie, watching Tyler walk away. “I’m sorry I interrupted your scene. I hope you weren’t hurt because of what I did.”
“Honey, I was so far in subspace that I didn’t even notice until the boys stopped the scene and Toby checked with me. Tell me about what happened to cause you to be so upset.”
Tammy explained all she had been through and how Tyler was helping her. Carrie was sympathetic to her and listened to her story without interrupting or commenting.
When Tammy was finished Carrie hugged her and offered to let her see her bottom where she had been hit with the whip.
“Here?’ Tammy asked, looking around.
“Honey, I was just naked on stage, no one’s going to see anything they haven’t seen before.” Carrie laughed.
Carrie slipped off the stool and turned her back to Tammy, lifting her skirt, she proudly showed Tammy her welts.
Tammy reached out one finger and gently touched one welt. “Don’t they hurt?”
“Honey, they are a little uncomfortable, and sitting may be a challenge for a few days, but Marc won’t do that very often and I cherish them when he will.” Carrie answered as she lowered her skirt and got back on her stool.
“How do you stand the pain?”
“Honey, the pain helps me achieve subspace. When you go into subspace, endorphins are released and you achieve a natural high like nothing you’ve ever felt before. It’s not for everyone. Some people achieve it in other ways and some people need more than what it takes me to get there. It depends on you, your body and the people you are with,” she answered as she looked toward Marc and Toby with love in her eyes. “If you love your partner or partners and they love you, there is nothing better.”
Tammy just nodded thoughtfully. There was so much she didn’t know and had to learn.
The men came walking back and Tyler stood with one arm around Tammy.
“Honey, I hope what I said helped, I need to go now, the boys and I have a special evening planned and they want to get on with it.” She hugged Tammy again and they all left.
Tyler looked at Tammy and asked, “Do you feel up to going back to the school room or do you want to go to the suite? You will be punished either way, but if we go the school room, the headmaster will have to have a word with you.” He smiled as he said the last.
Tammy thought about everything Dottie and Carrie had told her and what Tyler had said. Deciding it was time to have fun and stop worrying, she looked at Tyler and said, “Yes, headmaster, I’ve been a bad girl, I’m ready for my punishment now,” and put her hand into his with a grin.
