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Immediately, her frown shifts into a wide grin as she starts fucking laughing at me, like full blown, bent forward, wheezing, and not breathing laughter. “Are you serious? You obviously never took a Sex-Ed class Sebastian, you can’t poke the baby dumbass, no matter how huge your dick is.”
“Well I know that now,” I answer, slightly embarrassed. “Oh and by the way, your sister and Ace are on their way.”
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JADE
“You’re kidding me right? Please tell me you weren’t stupid enough to call them Sebastian.”
He paces nervously around the room looking totally out of his element, out of fucking control. It’s a sight for sore eyes seeing the dominant and commanding king turn into nothing but the anxious teenage boy he has always been deep down in his very core. “I freaked out okay, didn’t you hear me, you weren’t fucking responsive Jade.”
I throw my hands up in the air in desperation, furious at the fact that I chose this fucking idiot to father my child. Oh wait, I didn’t choose, he took care of that for me just like he did now, calling my sister when he had no right to.
“I swear Sebastian, you’re lucky you’re gorgeous as fuck, and rich, and have a huge fucking dick, because you are a complete idiot.” I jump out of the bed, my head spinning as I stand too quickly. He instinctively reaches his arm out to steady me but I slap his hand away in defiance.
This obviously pisses him off as he wraps his hands around my marred wrists, still sensitive from the belt strapped around them, pulling me into him. “Watch your little mouth Wolfe, pregnant with my child or not, I won’t hold back from showing you how to respect me.”
I scoff, pulling away from him, “I’m fucking trembling in my boots. The big, bad monster is going to show me who’s boss. Grow the fuck up Sebastian, you know the shit life I’ve lived, the monsters who have followed me through the endless darkness, lived with me my whole pathetic life. You’re nothing but a scared little boy, you don’t fucking scare me.”
He crowds me pushing me back against the wall of his bedroom, his hands slamming beside my head. I flinch when I hear a loud crack as his fists punches through the drywall. “Don’t tempt me Little Wolf. I’ll tie you up right here, right now and shove my dick so far down your throat, you’ll be begging me to let you breathe.”
“I fucking dare you,” I spit out at him, licking my lips teasingly. His dark and dangerous gaze moves from my eyes down to my mouth, following the movement of my tongue. Once again, his erection pushes into me. Fuck, this is making me dangerously aroused.
“You watch that feisty little tongue or I’ll bite that shit off.” I shove him off of me, grabbing the bottle of vodka from the night table and throwing it directly at his head. However, he’s fucking quick, ducking just in time, the bottle slamming against the wall behind him and shattering to pieces.
“Fuck Jade, are you kidding me!” I rush over to the dresser grabbing another bottle of liquor from the counter and fling it at him. Fuck, I miss again. As I reach for the third he grabs me practically tackling me down to the floor, turning me and using his body to break my fall.
I can’t take it anymore, the anger, the frustration, and sheer panic I’ve been holding in for months erupts from me, drowning me in a crippling wave of anxiety. I start trembling vigorously, slamming my fist against his chest so roughly, I can feel my knuckles bruising with every hit. My vision is blurred, tears flowing endlessly from my tired sockets, unable to hold back, no longer afraid of him seeing me like this. I’m falling apart, pretending to not give a fuck, hiding my pregnancy, the fight with Scarlett, the shit with my brother, my father’s fucking death. I’m done acting like I’m made of iron and ready to accept the fact that in fact, I am in reality made of glass, stained glass. Fragile, defected, transparent, and bound to fucking shatter.
“Let go of me you fucking bastard!” I shout, but he does nothing to heed my pleas. Instead he wraps his arms around me, cradling me against his body, rocking me back and forth like a damn child.
We sit together in that position for what feels like hours, but I know it’s not more than a few minutes. His breathing turns heavy, as my sobs begin to settle down, no longer burning my throat as they leave me. That’s when we hear a door downstairs slam shut. Startled, I sit up but Bass tightens his hold on me.
“It’s just Ace and Scar,” he whispers against my ear, “he has a key.”
Of course he does. I nod, standing up as he releases me, walking over to the balcony with him following closely behind. “You’re not alone Jade,” he whispers into my neck, kissing me softly.
“I know, I just, I need a moment,” I murmur, staring down at the beach below. The sun is starting to set, nearing six o’clock, and it is absolutely breathtaking as it transcends into the ocean. I turn as I hear him move around the room behind me. “Oh and put some fucking pants on Sebastian, you’ll scare the shit out of my sister.”
He chuckles wholeheartedly, grabbing a pair of boxers out of his drawer chest, “I’ll be right outside,” he mutters, before walking away and leaving me alone in his bedroom.
I take the opportunity to walk over to where three more half empty bottles of liquor sit neatly upon the dresser, grabbing the gin, I bring it to my lips, inhaling the pungent aroma, my stomach churning as the smell coats the inside of my nostrils. Fuck, it’s true what they say about your sense of smell being heightened when you’re pregnant, I can smell everything.
I close my eyes, tilting my head back as the bitter liquor coats my tongue.What the fuck am I doing?
Quickly I spit out the gin, spraying it all over the floor before me, burning my nostrils as it leaves me. Turning, I slam the bottle against the wall, shattering it in my palms. “Fuck,” I curse out, the glass cutting me in the center of my palm. I can’t believe I almost swallowed that, I’m fucking pregnant what the fuck was I thinking.
That’s the thing, I wasn’t thinking. I rarely do anymore.
