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“Oh, he was fucking me all right.” I turn my head away, twining my legs around Owen’s waist and squeezing until he groans. I start riding him, tilting my hips up and down despite the pain that stabs through me each time I plunge down upon his length.
Probablybecauseof the pain.
If there’s one thing Owen’s taught me, it’s that pain can wash away anything.
Even the past.
“But I didn’t like it. Ihatedit.”
“What?” Owen’s jaw bunches as he tries to pull out of me. But I keep my ankles crossed, my thighs tensed. I keep him inside me as I grind my clit against his pubic bone, my climax inching closer.
“I’d broken up with him a week before he recorded that video. He came back, begging for forgiveness. Begging forme.I felt sorry for him, so I went to his place to talk. He drugged me, Owen.” I toss my head, sending my hair back over my shoulder as I glare at Owen. “I don’t know what the hell he gave me, but I couldn’t say no to anything.”
A look of horror creeps over Owen’s face. He grabs my thighs, trying to pull me off, but I cling on. My eyelashes flutter as I start rocking faster against him, my clit getting more than enough friction.
“I didn’t say no when he tied me up. I didn’t say no when he put that collar on me. And I didn’t say nooncewhile he fucked me like a dog.” My hands slide up, grabbing two fistfuls of Owen’s hair. He winces, his eyes narrowing to slits as I ride his hips. “Because Icouldn’t, Owen.”
“Evie, stop.”
I throw back my head and laugh. Maybe it’s the alcohol, or maybe it’s the rush of adrenaline from finally letting this all out.
My therapist told me to keep a journal. Adiaryof what I was going through when my world caved in on me. I tried, but I couldn’t bear the truth, not even on those sacred, secret pages. I made it out like I was ashamed at making a video with my ex. And I couldn’t even record the aftermath of that terrible night at his house.
Now that the truth is finally unraveling from the tight spool I’ve kept hidden deep inside my damaged heart all this time, I can’t stop fucking Owen. I can’t stop talking. I can’t stoplaughing.
“And, and you know what? When he blackmailed my family with that video, I didn’t evenrememberhim doing all those things to me!”
Owen stares at me like I’ve lost my mind.
Fuck, maybe you have.
“Evie…”
I tighten my grip in his hair. “What, Owen? You just said we’re perfect for each other. So what changed, huh?”
He shows me his teeth a second before he crushes me against the wall again. I whimper at his painful thrust, and then buck my hips. “Harder.”
The growl he lets out sends a cold shiver through me that makes my core clench out of panic.
“I. Didn’t. Know,” he says, driving into me with every word.
“Shut up and fuck me.”
He slides his hands down my ass and pulls me open. Delicious agony unfolds inside me as he picks up speed.
“This is wrong,” he mumbles against my neck.
I laugh. “Yeah… that’s why it feels so fucking right.”
He stops moving, pinning me to the door with his dick as he leans back to cup my face in his hands. “Evie, I had no idea. If I had—”
I grind against him. “What? You wouldn’t have jerked off as you watched me being raped?”
Owen’s lips twist into a sickened grimace. “Christ, no.”
“Good for you. And what about everyone you shared that video with? What about them?”
I let go of his hair, sliding my fingers down the white shirt under his tuxedo. I leave faint trails of blood behind, and for some reason that makes me smile. He groans when I start stroking my clit, his fingers sinking into my ass cheeks as he tightens his grip.
