“Baby if you don’t stop you’re going to make me come right now.” Luke shuttered.
Laying back on the mattress I licked my lips winking at him. He reached for a condom rolling it down his length. As he hovered above me he peppered kisses down my neck. Stopping he asked again, “Are you positive?”
I felt him poised at my entrance. “Yes yes yes!”
His hips pushed forward, slowly filling me. Pain and pleasure were one in the same.
“Luke.” I gasped.
His head lifted off my shoulder. Concern filled his eyes. “What’s wrong? Do you want me to stop?”
“No please don’t.” I managed between pants. “I need you to move.”
My lips crashed into his. Our tongues battled as we found our rhythm. I matched him thrust for thrust. Kissing down his neck I watched as his dick went in and out of me. His thumb came down rubbing my center.
“Luke I’m going to…” I couldn’t finish talking.
My eyes snapped shut as waves of pleasure rolled through me. My body shook as I clung tighter to Luke.
“Fuck baby.”
I watched as he pulled out spilling his seed into the condom. Luke fell on top of me spent. His weight felt comforting as I felt empty inside. Lifting up on his elbows he swept my hair off my face.
“Dammit Kaci I love you.” His lips barely brushed mine.
I couldn’t contain the smile that spread across my face. “I love you too Luke.”
Present Day
The next morning came way to fast. My whole body ached as I got ready for work. Today I had to work open to close. This was seriously going to suck.
I worked at a clothing store downtown. It wasn’t what I went to school for, but it was a job. I wasn’t ready to go back to physical therapy just yet. I would most likely be getting off about the same time as Luke was parking the combine. I missed him a lot and I really did want to see him again. Especially after dreaming of him last night.
I just didn’t trust myself around him. Not yet anyway. Not why all these feelings were still so fresh and new but still so old. I also wasn’t ready to talk about what each other has been doing these past fourteen months.
Could I handle knowing if he had been with another woman? No.
Or more than one? God no.
I couldn’t stomach it. He was mine and would always be mine. Now I was feeling all obsessive and jealous. Firing off a text I pocked my phone.
Meet me at the bar tonight.
His reply was a lot faster than I expected.
Maybe.
Two could play this game.
Fine then don’t.
Fine I won’t.
Fuck him. That fucker.
The whole day I was pissed off. But could I blame him for giving me the could shoulder? No. My fingers itched to text him back every time I checked my phone. But I wouldn’t, I couldn’t. I made a move now it was his turn.
Once I got off work my dumbass still headed to the bar hoping that he would show. An hour later after I had had a few drinks there was still no sign of him. I continued to sit at the bar drinking until eleven. Alone. No sign of Luke. Seemed to be a reoccurring event in my life.