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He’s quiet for a moment, and I glance over at him. I see a flicker of jealousy and wonder just what he’s thinking.
What if he doesn't want to see me any longer?I panic for just a moment.
He must see it because as the panic crosses my face, he places a hand on my bare ass and rubs my hip.
"I'm not going anywhere. In fact, I want more from you."
His eyes reflect a desire and longing I hadn't noticed before. It’s deeper and stronger.
I pout a little.
He pulls my chin up.
"What's wrong?"
"I just can't decide who to choose between you and James," I say as a tear escapes my eye. "I want both of you. Now more than ever."
"I want more than just a casual fling, Alexa. I want a meaningful relationship with you."
Mattheo rolls to his back and pulls me into his arms so that my head is in the crook of his neck. He sighs deeply.
"Can I ask how you felt about last night, having a threesome?" I look up at him, waiting patiently for his answer.
He remains still and quiet, just breathing as he caresses my arm.
"The jury is out on the subject of a threesome. Don't get me wrong. I enjoyed everything between you and me last night. I keep thinking about how your body responds to my touch. How your skin feels in my hands. The sound of your voice, moaning and sighing in pleasure."
He trails off, lost in the memory of last night’s wild, hot sex.
I rub his cheek, pulling him back to me.
“But…?”
"But I couldn't get James out of my head either. I kept trying to just focus on you and me, but he was there, and I couldn't deny his presence. Or the way you responded to him and his dick."
"Maybe there are some jealousies between him and I that need to be resolved. I don't know, which is why I say, 'the jury is out' for now." He looks down at me. "You know?"
Peering into his eyes, I understand that he’s opening up to me as well.
"I know."
Sitting up in bed, Mattheo looks down at me.
"Alexa, I want more from you, in a really serious way. I believe I’m falling for you, and I don't know if I can share you."
I blink at the sheer honesty he displays. It shocks me to realize that he’s now making a solemn request.
What am I going to do?
Mattheo gets up from the bed and searches for his clothes. Once he has them, he goes into the bathroom to straighten himself up. He returns, looking as debonair as ever. He smiles at me, only it isn't as bright.
It makes me a little sad.
"I'll give you time to think about it."
He leans over and kisses me before rising up and leaving. He closes the door behind him, and I’m alone with my thoughts.
Not sure of what else to do, I pull the sheets over my head and cry.
