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“I’d rather have no pussy than pussy that desperate,” I grit out, moving into the kitchen area. I grab a fresh water bottle and drain half of it, the plastic crinkling. “There are more important matters going on than Instagram girls. After the dinner at La Pergola, we’ll be returning home. I have a meeting with Rosenbaum tomorrow.”

“Do we really have to head out tonight? We’re in Vegas!”

“Is that supposed to mean something?”

“When was the last time we were here? We should take some time to enjoy ourselves. Hit the tables. Have some drinks. We can even go to one of those Cirque du whatever shows,” Louis suggests, ever the bright side kind of guy.

Me being the opposite, ever the negative, moody kind of guy, justifies my glaring at him. “Louis, this isnota vacation. This was a last-minute business trip. Nothing more. Nothing less. You want to come to Vegas to gamble and fuck some bitches, you do it on your day off.”

“You’re no fun!” He laughs, pulling out his phone as it pings. “You know I’m always telling you how you can stand to loosen up. You might just enjoy yourself.”

I roll my eyes and grunt I’ll be in the shower. He’s too preoccupied with his phone as I disappear into the bedroom.

Louis is right when he says it’s been a while since I’ve been on vacation. These days, any time off I take is usually spent working out. Vacations are another trigger for me—Falynn had begged me for years to spend time with her in that way; she’d always said she wanted us to go back to how things were on our honeymoon.

If only I’d been wise enough to listen and understand the importance of her pleas. She just wanted to return to a time where we were happy and in love.

Funny that today I’d give my left nut to rewind time and experience that again. A second chance to change it all and make better choices.

For the next half hour, I’m in the shower. My balls fucking ache. Even though I jerk off every day, it’s still not enough. It’s been too long. The longest I’ve ever gone since I was an inexperienced dumbass teenage boy who hadn’t even touched his first pair of tits yet. Falynn’s always the star of my fantasies, these moments compartmentalized in a purely sexual manner. It helps keep me from falling too deeply into heartache.

Eventually, I’m going to have to move on. I can’t fist my cock forever and be satisfied—I need the touch and feel of a real woman. With things over between Falynn and I, I’m going to have to settle for someone else.

It won’t ever be anything real. Nothing of meaning like what I had with her. The same quick and easy fucks I had before she came into my life, where I’d view relations with women as merely a transaction to make. I bought their services, got my nut, discarded them, and then moved on without thinking twice about it.

I would’ve already reverted back to this lifestyle if I weren’t so damn hung up on her.

Once I’m freshly showered and changed, I head into the living area to find Louis about to leave. My left brow rises.

“Going somewhere?”

He looks like a cat who swallowed a canary. His whole body language screams he’s discovered something new and is bursting at the seams to make it known. He chooses to pretend this isn’t the case, which only makes him look guiltier.

“I’ve got an errand to run,” he says mysteriously. He checks the time on his phone. “Don’t worry. I’ll make it back in time for the dinner at La Pergola.”

“What kind of errand?”

“No biggie. Just…just, uh, helping out a friend.”

“I wasn’t aware you have friends…other than me.”

He fakes a laugh. “Ha, ha, Gio, I’d be insulted if it weren’t the pot calling the kettle black.”

“True,” I admit. “But I don’twantfriends. You’re a rare exception. So, who is it? What friend are you speaking of?”

He fumbles sliding his phone in his pocket. “Just some old pal from my high school days. He, uh, he says he’s in town, so I figure why not link up real quick? I’ll be back within the hour.”

I don’t protest any further, standing by and letting him rush out the penthouse. Louis is definitely lying about his little errand. The question is, do I care enough to dig deeper and figure out why?

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