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Saona’s body goes rigid and she doesn’t just turn around. She pulls out of my lap and turns her whole body to face me. “Okay…”

I drink the rest of my beer and shoot for something I can’t make myself feel, casual. “I need two jobs to support this house, help my mom, and get by, Saona.”

“And?”

“I don’t roll like you do. Right now, I can’t afford the luxury hotel you abandoned to be here. I wouldn’t be able to take you where you’re used to for a while or buy you what you want.”

Her mouth opens but nothing comes out. I’ve finally left her speechless but I’m not sure what that means for me.

She recovers fast and clears her throat.

“First of all, you don’t have to buy me anything. I can buy it for myself. Don’t let my contrition yesterday fool you. I appreciate you being a gentleman and regret ruining our evening, but I’m not here for macho bullshit.”

She leans closer. “Second, you work two jobs because there are things that are important to you, like your house and your mom, and you want to take care of them. Which brings me to my third point. I’m here because I want to be. I like being with you. You make me laugh and smile, despite wanting to kill you more than half the time. Why are you questioning it now?”

The air is thick on my throat and I think about lying because I feel so stupid. “Because on Thursday I had the chance to walk away from you but I couldn’t. Last night I gave you all the reason to walk away and you didn’t. Why?”

She looks down and shakes her head and emotions flash over her face. I think she’s sad and confused and angry.

“Because I like you. You make my divorce, my issues with my mom and my stressful job fade back. For the last three months, you’ve been the reason I go to bed smiling, a lot of times horny, sometimes pissed off. Anything but sad or used or with anxiety that won’t let me fall asleep.”

I yank her to me tight and she buries her face in my neck. The words almost hurt coming out. “You’re that for me too.”

“This is scary,” she whispers against my skin. Her words vibrate in all parts of my body.

“I know.”

“My divorce is not final and I’m already this way with you…”

Her voice is soft, like I’ve never heard it before and my own churning echoes in her words. And my relief is instant.

Because I’m not alone. We’re both neck-deep together.

I grab her by the shirt and meld our mouths together and savor her as if I haven’t been trying to get my fill of her for two nights in a row. Thursday, I had been so filled with pent-up desire for her we barely stopped to breathe. Last night, I was grateful that she didn’t tell me to fuck off. Right now, I’m greedy for all she can give me, for all I can give her, for all the places my tongue can get into.

I hook my hands under her boxers and tug them down. She wiggles and helps me, her mouth firm over mine. She’s desperate like me and only pulls back so I can lift the T-shirt over her head. She reaches for the waistband of my pants but I hold on to her hands, stopping her protests with my mouth. I lay her on the bare floor, her head on the pillow, brushing her hair from her face. I’ll never forget this, her naked body glowing under the chandelier against the smoky hardwood. Her gaze roving over my face, her lips slightly parted.

I kiss my way down her neck, fondling and sucking from her tits to her belly until she’s pulling at my hair.

I gently shove her hands away, sit back and watch her. Her skin is flushed, eyes feverish and her breath choppy. And all that is for me. Her legs part as if sayingyes, come take it.Her pink little cove opens for me, glistening, lush, ready for my tongue, and eager for my cock.

My mouth waters and I can no longer hold back like I want to. I lie back on the floor, with my face between her legs. I use my fingers to caress and spread her folds, laving over her with my flat tongue. I scatter upward licks over her entrance, through her pink petals, and over her nubbin.

Her back arches, her hips pushing closer to me and her face straining up as if she’s reaching for the chandelier. I suck her clit into my mouth and press two fingers inside her which she squeezes and I feel like a bolt of lightning is shooting to my dick. I grind my hips against the floor but keep fucking her with my mouth while struggling to last. I pad around her walls until I find the spot that makes her gasp and scream. I crook my fingers until her insides begin to contract.

Her moans are tantric music, echoing against the walls of my bare living room.

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