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“Enough of the intimacy, darling girl.”

I take command of the situation, pulling at her blouse, leaving her in nothing but a black bra and a seductive smile. I give her a wicked grin, leaning in close to drop a kiss onto her clavicle while letting my hand wander down her body. She gasps in pleasure, the touch a reminder of what we used to have.

I pause, pulling my head up and looking at her inches away from me.

“There are no knives under the cushions this time, are there?”

She laughs. “I think that’s a gamble you’re just going to have to take.”

Taking my chances, I resume peppering her skin with my kisses.

“I only ever thought of you.” I press my lips to her skin, leaving my mark. “Every single time, it was you.” Another kiss. Another mark. “Only ever you.”

“I don’t believe you.” Her voice is so light, so stolen with longing.

“Of course you don’t.” I laugh against her soft skin. “I have hated you for a long time.” I lift myself up, wanting to catch her gaze. “But I loved you for a lot longer.”

“And I bet you’ll hate me a lot longer after this.” She holds my attention, giving me the most honest look possible. “We’re not here to be friends.”

I don’t miss a beat with my response. “We’re not even here to be lovers.”

Silence settles between us, wrapping this moment so tightly it feels like we could be trapped here for eternity.

“Nothing good can come of this.”

Natalia’s words are a featherlight truth, but the weight with which they drop as the truth nuzzles into our skin, burrowing deep into the marrow of our bones, is enough to make me pause for thought.

“Nothing good ever came of us.” My fingers brush a stray curl away. “It never stopped us before.”

The way her eyes glimmer tells me she agrees, and when her hand comes up to my face, there’s a gentleness she only ever reserved for me. A reminder that what we had is still here, simmering under the surface.

“We were always bad news. Doesn’t mean I loved you any less.”

I watch something settle in her as I say that. It’s almost like she’s giving me full permission to have her right here, right now. Tomorrow will dawn a new day and we’ll be back at each other’s jugular—I know that—but for now, this is enough. Sebastian will have me by my balls for not finding out what’s plaguing Natalia, but it seems any issues she has disappeared when she unleashed ire into her veins at the sight of me.

Pushing her legs apart, I position myself perfectly between them, reaching down to feel just how hard I am for her. I hear the small laugh Natalia emits and glance to see her eying up my dick with a knowing smirk. For that, I don’t prepare her and push my full length into her, replacing her smile with a gasp of surprise.

This time, I laugh at her.

Her eyes become ablaze as she adjusts to the feel of me inside of her, a fullness she clearly hasn’t felt in years. This is why I never worried about who had the pleasure of fucking her. No man could compare.

Denying the idea that I’m ruined in the same way, I grind against her, slamming into her over and over again. Each thrust comes with a bit more aggression. We might have fucked already, but this moment has every piece of malice we’ve been harbouring, every wrong we want to right, every bit of brokenness to it. The way her nails claw my skin, the way she welcomes my roughness, it’s like we’re pardoning everything that happened between us while also getting some closure on it.

“Fuck,” Natalia gasps, her body reacting to me.

I can tell she’s trying to deny herself an orgasm.

She bites down on her lip, and one hand falls away from my back to grip the cushion, fingers curling into it as I rock in and out of her.

I decide to up the ante.

I place my hand around her throat. Her eyes widen slightly at the crushing pressure on her windpipe, but her lips curl viciously as she becomes accustomed to the weight. The trust she has in me is dire, but fuck, it makes my cock that bit harder.

“My darling girl,” I murmur softly as I push my length back into her with not nearly the same gentleness.

She arches slightly, a welcoming response for her to feel every inch of me, but I can tell she won’t allow me the pleasure of taking her fully yet.

“Put your legs around me.”

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