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I went to the one place that soothed me if a run wasn’t possible—the omega houses. After they killed my father, the council stepped in and many forced matings of omegas were dissolved. This, unfortunately, left a lot of omegas dependent on the pack for basic things such as food and housing. Many of them had pups or were pregnant with nowhere to go. Their old packs wouldn’t take them back, seeing them as damaged.

One of my first tasks after Dad was gone was to create a program to help them. They worked in the brewery in various roles or at the pack school. Anywhere I could get them jobs and I helped arrange childcare. It wasn’t perfect, but it helped give them back some pride and independence. Surprisingly few had left the pack after I’d taken over. Some had even picked new mates for themselves and pups had been born into happy matings.

The omega houses weren’t the prettiest buildings, but all were safe and functional. We’d slowly been upgrading them and I’d sat down with the omegas at the start and taken them through the realities of the packs’ finances. Some of the women had helped me see things I was missing and had been instrumental in helping us recover. It hadn’t made me popular with some of the old guard but I hardly cared about that. There had been plenty of betas that had been living under the heels of the alphas that were willing to support my fairer regime.

“It’s Alpha Blake!” came the shouts of some of the young children as they ran around the houses. The women had made a community garden and playground to help support themselves and occupy the children.

I soon found myself surrounded by a gaggle of little shifters, not all were wolves. There was at least one fox and a bear. My dad had been open to having other shifters in the pack, but hadn’t approved mixed matings, like having to stick with like, though usually, the alpha dictated the alter type. The kids clung to me as I tried to make my way to Georgia’s house until the woman herself shouted at them from the window of her house.

“Alpha Blake, I’ve just made some tea. Want some?” Georgia asked with a pleasant smile.

“Please, I need some advice,” I replied.

Seated around her kitchen table, I allowed my worries to fall off me. Georgia wouldn’t lead me wrong. She was a bit of a mystery but had been close with my mother, and I had many fond memories of her as I grew up. Whenever I felt like I needed motherly advice, she was the person I came to since my mom had been taken from me.

I hoped my mom would be proud of my friendship with Georgia. I looked to her for advice, as if she was my surrogate mother and I loved her dearly. Like my mom, Georgia was a beautiful lady despite all she had been through. A smattering of fine lines adorned her face, a sign of her hard life prematurely aging her, her wolf alter unable to heal the damage of years of abuse. Georgia’s hazel eyes were warm and kind despite it all. She wore her blonde hair long and braided down her back since it was still thick and held few grays.

Georgia was fierce but kind. Like most of the omegas I’d known over the years, she was empathetic and held several battle scars. Her forced mating with one of my father’s enforcers had ended when he had mouthed off to the wrong man, my dad, and was killed in a challenge. Few packs still held challenges to the death, but they were legal and the council didn’t intervene. They had left Georgia unmated and alone since she had no children of her own. Instead, she fostered the children that had no omega parents.

“Now,” she said, placing a chamomile tea in front of me, “tell me what’s got your wolf all in a pickle. I can feel his distress.”

I sighed because I did and didn’t want to be talking about Kade. Even the thought of him had the moment we met replaying in my mind. “I met someone, but he hasn’t been in touch. I just can’t get him out of my head.”

“Is he your mate?”

“I don’t know. I don’t think so. Our alters didn’t recognize each other. His scent had been changed, and he was sick.”

“So he could just be recovering and not know you want to see him again?”

“It’s possible, but it’s been over a week now. My brothers think I need to let this go. They want to take me to Heatwave.” I felt my cheeks heat at the admission.

Georgia smirked at me, “taking you to get rid of that v-card finally?”

“Yeah, somehow they knew,” I admitted, covering my face with my hands. When I was in Georgia’s comfortable home, I didn’t have to be Alpha Blake. I could be a normal twenty-two-year-old who didn’t know all that much about the world.

“Of course they did, hun. Your brothers know every move you make. I can guarantee that Axel is out at the playground with the pups just now. That man is your shadow. So what’re you worried about?”

Moon help me. This was embarrassing. “I need to...to know how... to make it good for the omega. I don’t really want them to know it’s my first time.” My face was on fire.

Georgia reached over the scratched and beaten wooden table to pat my hand, “you’re a good one so I’ma tell you this—all the foreplay. If they say they’re ready, they aren’t, not until they are begging. Just put them first and you second, and all will be good for both of you.”

“Foreplay?”

“And lots of it.” It was her turn to blush, and she fluttered her hands in front of her face to cool it down. “The Luna, help me. This is uncomfortable. I feel like I helped raise you. Go watch some porn, I’ll send you some sites and then let’s never talk of this again. I changed your diapers!”

I laughed to break the tension caused by our mutual mortification and Georgia smiled.

No need for those links, brother, I can show you some.Chase’s voice was filled with laughter in our link. I needed to focus harder to put up my barriers.

“Chase wants to show me some sites,” I informed Georgia.

She chuckled, “stick with the ones I’m sending.”

My phone buzzed with a message from her and I resisted the urge to open it there and then. I’d head home, lock myself in my rooms and investigate, nap, and then hit Heatwave.

The sound ward activated as I turned the key in the lock to my suite. I picked up a pendant I’d bought in Northarbor at a magic store called The Spell Shop, which would quieten the link between me and my brothers. I didn’t want them to hear any of my thoughts while I did this.

I started on the sofa with my laptop and opened up the first site recommended by Georgia. I scrolled for a bit and got uncomfortable, so I moved to the bed and opened another page. The videos on the second page were newer, and they had more male omega pairings.

Giving up on the first site in favor of the second, I scrolled through the videos until one omega caught my eye. He had the same wild curly hair that Kade had, though his eyes were a deep chocolate brown compared to the startling shade of golden brown that Kade’s were. I may have only seen them once, but that image had branded itself on my soul.

Clicking on his profile had all sorts of videos coming up, including a heat he’d recorded with his alpha mate, a stocky blond man. Just the first minute had my cock thickening in my jeans. I paused the video, unable to sit any longer with the discomfort. Stripping off my jeans and t-shirt, I got comfortable on the bed and pressed play.

Moon help me! Together, the pair were hot. My heart rate rose as my arousal spiked. My cock was fully hard and leaking in my underwear as I watched the alpha eat at the omegas slick hole. In between slurping kisses, nips, and bites around his opening, the alpha showered his mate with praise about how good he tasted, how good he was being, how the alpha couldn’t wait to knot him and fill him up.

Soon I’d replaced the omega on-screen with Kade and the alpha with me. Pushing down my underwear, I grasped my straining length and stroked as I imagined tasting the slick pouring from Kade, as his body showed me just how much it was loving my touch.

I used my precum to slick my movements as the alpha thrust inside the begging omega. His face was flushed as he took his mate’s cock to the hilt, pleasure suffused his expression. For each pump of the alpha’s hips, I jerked myself, each stroke sending me closer and closer to my orgasm. The omega came first, his cries and orgasm pulling the alpha along with him. He came again as the knot grew, the alpha stroking around his entrance and cooing to his lover about how good he was at taking it. The omega sobbed with pleasure and panted about how full he felt. I came as I watched the alpha pet his omega’s stretched hole and used a finger to push back in some cum that had escaped.

A perfunctory clean up done, I watched a few more videos of the pair and researched some other alpha/omega pairings until I felt like I was getting the right idea of how to pleasure an omega. The one that reminded me of Kade had also posted a blog post about what the omega really wanted during a heat, like snacks and naps, so alphas were better prepared to give their omega a great experience. With a mental list of do’s and don’ts, I showered and got ready for my trip to Heatwave. Pushing my fear and uncertainty aside, I also buried any longing I felt for Kade. I’d waited too long for this and wasn’t prepared to wait any longer for an omega who clearly wasn’t interested in me.

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