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“You damn well know I’m crazy about you, my naughty little school teacher.” He taunts. “I’m crazy about you… and it makes me crazy that you don’t trust me.”
The accusation embarrasses me and there’s a noticeable shift in his mood and the sparkle in his gaze.
“That’s not true.” I say, automatically taking the defensive, but then I realize he’s right. Not completely, but all my actions so far have shown distrust.
He caresses the edge of my jaw. “You don’t mean to baby, but it’s true. You and me we go way back… so far back some people live a whole lifetime. We’re a long way past sex and you know that. You know that we aren’t screwing and fucking around but you would run away from this…” He drops his hand from my cheek and motions from me to him. To the invisible force that connects us, that’s actually not so invisible because I feel it when I’m with him, all the time I’m with him. “You’d run from me because of fear and I get it. You don’t trust me, but tonight I want to make you try. If you let me.”
His words speak to my soul, to the girl I used to be, the woman I am now who’s restraining what I want to be with him. I’m trying damn hard to break down the wall. I am and while I’ve been through hell… I feel like I owe him a chance to be with the person I used to be. Maybe by doing so I can release her and screw fear.
“What do you want to do to me?” I ask breathlessly.
He chuckles. “Mostly, I want to live out my wildest fantasy of you tied to my bed naked, at my will. You allowing me to truly own you and take you over the edge again, and again, and again.”
“The edge?”
“The edge. It’s the place where you become the goddess. The queen. You give me control over her body but she’s in charge of what I do to you. I want you to trust me to wipe away the nightmares of the past and think of only me. Me giving you unimaginable pleasure you’ll only ever have with me, Goddess.”
Tears actually sting the backs of my eyes. I’ve never felt so important in my life, so valued.
I want what he wants. “I like the fantasy.”
Lust instantly glitters his eyes. “Be careful Charlotte… it’s a wild dark fantasy. If that’s where we’re going you have to give yourself to me. You have to trust me.”
“I… want to.”
He moves closer and walks around me slowly looking me over. The heat in his gaze burns me up.
“You want to give yourself to me completely and trust me with your body?”
That sounds so … it sounds like what I did before, when he took my virginity.
I can do it again, it’s the same guy.
“Yes.”
“Show me you want to.” There’s only one answer to that so I lift the hem of the negligee and pull it over my head.
I’m standing naked before him, wanting him to take me, wanting him to do whatever he wants to me.
My action is enough of an answer for him to know what I want him to do.
He comes closer and brushes his nose to the hollow of my cheek in that predatory manner common with animals who are marking their territory.
“Your safe word is red,” he tells me. “Say it baby.”
“Red,” I say. I can’t lie, the darkness and excitement is thrilling but scary at the same time.
“You say it anytime you want me to stop, no matter what I’m doing. Understand?”
I nod and his lips brush over mine.
“Get on the bed. Keep the heels on. I want those digging into my back when I fuck you.”
Like a puppet on a string, I’m helpless to his demands and I do what he says.
I get on the bed and rest back onto my elbows.
He looks at me with that assessing stare again and I grow wet from the desire I see in his eyes.
