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“Your titties look good in that top,” Brent cajoles. He gets up in my face and I notice his pupils are dilated and he stinks of weed.

“Get away from me,” I snap trying to move forward but the Neanderthals surround me.

“No, I want to know when I can fuck you,” Brent snarls.

“Me too,” says his friend.

“And me,” the other guy says.

Rosie rests her head on my chest. That’s the first sign that she’s upset and scared.

“Leave me alone, you’re scaring my child.”And me. I can’t say that though. They know I’m scared. I look it and I’m sure they can smell the fear coming off me.

“Heard you worked at The Dark Odyssey,angel.” Brent leers ignoring my request.

My throat squeeze’s and my lungs constrict. How did he know?

A sex club is definitely the kind of place I imagine him to visit, but not one as classy as The Dark Odyssey. Then again, he works for Lev. They have money. All you need to have is money to get into the club.

“Leave me alone,” I say again.

“Didn’t know that was the job you were going for.” Brent laughs. “Since we can confirm you’re a whore now, you must have a price list. How much for a group fuck?”

He starts laughing. One of them grabs my arm and I wrench it free. The jolt makes Rosie start to cry.

“Leave us alone,” she wails and my heart breaks.

My heart breaks further when one of them reaches out to touch my breast. I don’t even know which one of them it is.

“Get away from us,” I shout.

Rosie cries harder, tears that shatter me from the inside out, screaming to me how much I failed as her mother.

“How about we give you twenty bucks to suck our cocks, and a biscuit for the little girl to shut her up,” Brent says and laughs out loud, completely off key. It’s evident he’s off his face. However, I know he would be the same if he wasn’t.

With force and courage, I push through past him and the other guy, barging into their shoulders so I can make my escape. An escape I only know is possible because they’re either too drunk or stoned to catch me.

Rosie is crying so much she starts to shake. I practically run to the elevator, and when we get to our floor I run again. Even when we get inside our apartment and I set Rosie down with a glass of chocolate milk to calm her, I still feel like I’m running.

Then I realize I am. My heart and my soul are still fleeing from hell.

After all I’m still there aren’t I? I’m still in hell.

Fuck. This isn’t going to end any time soon.

I’ll have to leave here the second I get paid. Pay Lev and leave. Fine somewhere and just go. It’s just a shame that I most likely won’t get the money I was hoping to get. The job at the club was a mission.

The bookings that enticed me. the lure to really change our lives up that gave me the push. I knew it would involve selling my body, but I was thinking of what I could do for my child.

I’m doing that now and I’m do it when I make my way to the office Louise shares with Mimi after my performance and I know tonight is another night when no one has booked me.

I want to find out want to find out what happened. In my time here the only person who’s booked me is Christian. I was told it was a given I’d be booked. I was almost assured it would happen and I sense something is off.

In a place like this, where sex sells, I’m not likely to believe that absolutely no one else besides him made a bid for me. Me the angel who’s supposed to represent purity in the tainted mouth of hell. I know how men think. The idea of breaking something pure and good is temptation for them. That’s the whole point of me.

Louise is here tonight. As usual she looks happy to see me, but she can tell straight away that I’m not my usual self.

“Hey there,” she greets me.

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