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“I’m breaking the rules again and asking what you’re doing today,” he says.

“I’m working on my collection.”

“What collection is this, Duchess?”

I want to tell him it’s the collection that will compliment my mother’s brand, but I hold back. There’s no point talking about that anymore or thinking about it. I won’t be running my mother’s company in a few years.

“Just something I was preparing. It would be nice to work with Dior or a brand like that. I’ve always wanted to work for Vogue.” Those are all truths. As much as I had my path laid out for me, I wanted my own expertise and success to bring to the table.

“Sounds like something you’ve always wanted to do.”

“It is. I want to make my name then maybe teach or something.” Mom did that, too, at the community college. She ran the summer classes. “What are you doing today? There are no rules about me asking you questions.”

There aren’t to a certain degree. I just can’t get too personal.

“All sorts of wild wicked things, Duchess, but I can’t wait to have you back in my bed.” He lifts his glasses so I can see him wink at me.

I can’t believe this is me. “Is it okay if I tell you I can’t wait to be there too?”

“Only if you mean it, Bellezza.”

“I do,” I answer, and I hope he knows I truly do mean what I say.

Minutes later, we pull up on Cordelia’s drive, and Georgiou looks over the house.

Of course, it doesn’t look like the kind of place I’d live in if I just auctioned my body.

“I’m just staying here temporarily,” I explain.

“That’s okay, Duchess, you don’t have to explain anything to me. See you later.”

He leans over and kisses me. “Later.”

I get out of the car and watch him drive away.

I stand there for a moment and think about how much my life has changed in a matter of days.

I’m not a virgin anymore. The last time I stood here, I was, and now I’m not.

I still feel different and like something has changed within me. But there are two big changes outside of me too.

Georgiou and Henry.

I slept with the two of them. I actually slept with two different men.

I don’t know if sleep with or sex are enough to describe what we did. So I’m going with the raw, abrasive description of fucking.

That’s what we did.Fucked.They fucked me senseless, and tonight I’m going back to their place for more.

Jesus.My cheeks could seriously melt right now when I think of all the things those two guys did to me, and I know there’s more to come. After all, I agreed to do anything, and we haven’t done everything yet.

Now I wish Cordelia was here. I could do with talking to someone I can trust because my mind is completely and utterly blown.

As soon as I start walking up the pavement, my phone rings in my bag.

The ringtone tells me it’s Dad.

He messaged me over the weekend, and I didn’t reply. Hence the reason for the phone call. He would have checked in with Cordelia, who would have covered for me. I know that he wants to actually speak to me because he hates when I’m mad at him.

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