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Want him? Do I really want Nate? I haven’t been with a man since before Noah was born, so that’s hard to say. Sure, I find Nate extremely attractive, but I wouldn’t even know what to do with him if I had a chance.
Jarred is the only guy I’ve ever had sex with, and clearly, the last time that happened was before Noah was born. I feel like a born-again virgin. Sure, I have desires, but I don’t need a man to take care of me. I have toys for that.
Although I had wanted to watch the show playing on the TV in front of me, now that Nate’s on my mind, I can’t stop thinking about him. And those thoughts are starting to turn me on.
I try to suppress the feelings and concentrate on the TV show, but I can’t stop thoughts of Nate’s beautiful face and body from overshadowing my mind. Unable to shake the man from my brain, I decide to give in to my desires. I stand, walk over to my bedroom door, and lock it to ensure Noah doesn’t barge in. Then I flip the light switch, making it dark in the room with just enough light from the TV. I stalk back to my bedside table, open it, and rummage to the bottom of my drawer where I hide my toys. I decide to use my clit sucker tonight. Quick, easy, and oh-so good.
Crawling back into bed, I lie back against my pillows, then pull my pants and underwear down. I turn the clit sucker’s switch on, and a quiet hum lets me know it’s working. Closing my eyes, I lower the toy down to my clit to find the right spot. Usually, this thing has me coming within a minute or two, but this time is different. As soon as I picture Nate’s gorgeous face, his lips curling into a sexy smile, my bundle of nerves explodes with pleasure. I cover my mouth to keep myself from screaming as my body comes apart. My orgasm keeps going on and on until I pull the toy away from my body.
Breathing heavily, I try to recover. I’ve never come so fast before, and I can only attribute it to imagining Nate. Wanting to feel that same pleasure again, I place the clit sucker back in place, close my eyes, and think about Nate going down on me.
“Fuck!” I can’t help but cry out in a whisper as my body shakes with pleasure once again.
I continue to make myself come, enjoying playing scenes in my head of Nate doing all sorts of dirty things to my body. I have no idea how I’ll be able to look him in the eye when he comes into the bar again. If he comes into the bar again. God, I hope he does … I really want to see him at least once more while he’s in town. Although it will be difficult not to picture him making my body come like he did over and over again in my mind tonight.
I guess it’s a good thing he’s only here temporarily. I don’t need to worry about dating him or any other man for that matter. Nate can just be my fantasy that I replay in my head whenever I’m in the mood.
