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“Cohutta.” My name falls from her lips with ease. My dick gets even harder at the raspy sound of her need.

“Tell me what you want,” I demand, before going back to attacking her pussy with my tongue, swirling her clit and sucking the sensitive bud into my mouth.

“I want to come.” Her thighs begin to clamp around my head, an easy tell that she’s close.

Just as I’m about to send her over the edge, her body tenses as a loud crashing sound echoes nearby. She releases my hair, pushing back on the desk to get away from me, my fingers slipping from her warmth. We’re pulled from the bubble we were just in. I instantly wish we could go back, because the way she’s looking at me rips through my chest like a wrecking ball. I stand up just as she hops off the desk.

“Fuck, we shouldn’t be doing this.” Guilt laces her voice, the emotion sinking right into my skin. All I can do is stare at her as she slides the remnants of her shredded panties down off her legs, trying to figure out what to do with them. I quickly grab them, shoving them in my pocket.

“Give them back,” she protests, but I don’t budge. If that was the last time I get to have any part of her, I’m keeping these as a reminder.

“No,” I growl. Her eyes flash with anger.

“This can’t happen again.” She huffs before attempting to fix her dress. Her lips are red and slightly swollen, and lust still fills her gaze, but I can see another emotion trying to fight it.

“We’ll see about that.”

“I’m serious. Marnix is your best friend. He’s my future husband. Since you guys are so close, I know you’re aware this marriage isn’t the real deal, but still. We can’t do this. It’s too fucking complicated.”

She sounds sad, but she’s right. We can’t do this. Even if it’s not real, if anyone found out what we were doing, Nix’s entire future would be fucked. Nix saved my life; he gave me a purpose in this world and I can’t ruin this opportunity for him, no matter how much I want Tara.

Fuck, I’m going to have to tell him. There’s no way I can keep this from him. He needs to know she’s the same chick I’ve been telling him about for months. But what if I tell him and it ruins his chance at getting his dad’s firm? What if he’ll back out, knowing that information?

I can’t do that to him. He’s already announced he’s engaged to her, and if he suddenly became engaged to someone else, it would be way too obvious.

Fuck. I don’t know what to do.

The only thing that makes sense is staying away from her as much as I can. We need to put distance between us, otherwise this will blow up more than it needs to and I can’t let that happen.

That’s going to be hard when we live thirty feet away from each other.

“You’re right.”

She seems shocked by my admission, but doesn’t say anything else. She looks at me one last time, sighing before opening the door to leave.

I’m left standing here, lost in my thoughts with the world's most painful boner.

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