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It would have been interesting to stay and hear what had caused him to shout, but doing so would just have delayed the inevitable for me. I stepped ahead of Hayk, pulling him along the hallway and out to the patio that separated the different houses in the estate.

It was a pleasant night, far warmer for autumn than it was deeper into the frontier, along the Wolf River. I breathed in the scent of flowers and the sea as Hayk and I crossed the garden to Olympus’s house. I tried to gather my courage for the conversation that had to happen as we walked through Olympus’s house and up the stairs to my guest suite.

A few steps away from the door, I said a quick prayer that Dmitri wouldn’t be in the room. The very last thing I needed was for Dmitri to interrupt another key moment in my life.

“I know what this is about,” Hayk said as we approached the door.

I stopped, anxiety sending prickles down my spine, and turned to face him. “You do?”

Hayk’s smile widened and lit with lust. “You just couldn’t wait to get me alone. You’ve had one taste of my magnificent and talented cock, and you want another.”

He was teasing, but underneath his ribald humor, I could see a spark of worry in his eyes.

The strange thing was, he wasn’t entirely wrong.

“Actually, yes,” I said, reaching for the door handle.

Hayk let out a slightly nervous laugh and said, “Really? You brought me up here so soon after supper because you want to fuck around again?”

With my hand still on the doorhandle, I took a deep breath and said, “I brought you up here because I want to be with you again and again and again.”

Hayk seemed to hold his breath, then his smile went from being teasing and lascivious to sweet and genuine. The fact that he didn’t come back with a quick joke was proof that I’d said something right, for a change.

I turned back to the door, said one more prayer that Dmitri wouldn’t be there, then pushed the door open.

I could have sung with joy to find the room as empty as it had been when we’d left it earlier. It had been cleaned and tidied as well, which was a sure sign that Dmitri hadn’t been there recently. Dmitri was walking chaos, and he delighted in desecrating every space he occupied.

Hayk followed me into the room, and when I shut the door behind us, he turned to face me. The hint of uncertainty in his eyes and the expectation was enough to have my heart racing as if I’d run the length of the frontier.

“I’m just going to say it,” I said, walking right up to him and closing my arms around him. “I want you. I like you. So much. I think I’m crazy for falling so fast, but today has been the most astounding and full day of my life. Meeting you has changed everything, and even though I’m convinced I’m too stupid for any of this, I—”

Hayk clasped his hands on the sides of my face and slanted his mouth over mine to stop me.

I was startled for all of two seconds before throwing myself into the kiss. I wanted it, even more than I’d wanted Hayk to kiss me and wrap himself around me earlier. That morning, it had been about lust and need and attraction. Now it was about something deeper, about me taking my life and my future into my own hands…for the first time ever.

I gasped against his mouth as the truth hit me. I was done with being a leaf tossed on the wind, living at the whims of men I believed to be stronger and more powerful than me. I was through with scrambling for their scraps and their affection. That was what Ludvig had been trying to tell me, not just today, but for months now. Iwaspowerful, and I could have the things I wanted if I had the courage to take them.

“I want you,” I repeated with far more force, fisting my hands in Hayk’s tunic. “I don’t care if it’s right or wrong, if we’ve just met, or if you’re a whore.” I backed him toward the bed as I spoke, and Hayk moved willingly, his eyes glazed with lust. “I want you because I’ve never met anyone in my life who feels like such a part of me. You feel like the part of myself that I’ve been missing this whole time.”

“You have no idea how randy it makes me when you say that,” Hayk said breathlessly, tugging my shirt out of the waist of my trousers.

“It feels good to say.”

It felt better than good to say. It felt like I’d finally taken the stopper out of the bottle I’d been trapped inside for years.

We reached the bed, and as soon as the back of Hayk’s legs hit it, I pushed him. His eyes went wide for a moment as he lost his balance and spilled backwards, but I didn’t stop there. He splayed on his back across the coverlet, and I crawled over him, slamming my mouth over his with a force that came from deep within me, from everything that had been stuck for too long.

As I’d expected, Hayk loved it. He growled into my mouth as I brutalized his, thrusting my tongue against his and raking my teeth across his lips. I couldn’t get enough of him. I scrambled for his hands and yanked them up to pin them over his head. Then I kissed him again.

Hayk gave in to my passion completely. He went completely pliant under me as I kissed and nipped his lips, then his jaw and neck. He had enough end-of-the-day stubble to feel like a man under the onslaught of my mouth, and I loved it. His taste was salty and rich, and when I licked my way up his neck, he made a sound of desire that was definitely unpracticed.

That wasn’t enough. If Hayk was going to surrender himself to me like this, I wanted all of him. I pushed his open-front tunic off his shoulders, moving his arms as a signal that he should shrug out of the garment entirely, and as he wriggled out of it, I kissed his chest and collarbone as if I couldn’t get enough.

Because Icouldn’tget enough, not now that I knew what I wanted. I dug my fingertips into the strong muscles of Hayk’s arms as I kissed my way down to one of his nipples, then scraped my teeth over the bud to draw it up. Hayk made a sound of approval that didn’t quite form itself into words, so I did it again, and licked and sucked his nipple as well.

“Anton Fuck Me,” he gasped, arching his hips into me so that I could feel the hard spear of his cock against my belly. “Fuck me,” he repeated, making it sound like a command.

“Oh, I intend to,” I said, glancing up at him wickedly as I slipped across to his other nipple.

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