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Chapter Six

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Auggie

I had to get out of that room before I did something I would regret like fucking her into the mattress when she clearly isn't ready for that. I bring my fingers to my nose and catch the barest hint of her scent on them still. God damn does she smell good and she tastes even better. The fact that I got to be there when she gave herself her first orgasm makes me both proud and honored.

She is so beautiful when she cums. The most gorgeous thing I have ever seen. But she's smart too. And fierce. She's a fierce little thing. A lot of men wouldn't fight me and she not only tried, but she also got one in on me when we were in the SUV. God, seeing her naked body stretched out on my sheets was a temptation I don't know how I survived. I would do anything for her though - even look but not touch until she's ready for me.

She doesn't even know how to kiss. Never gave herself pleasure for fuck's sake. There is no way I'm going to just throw her on the bed, split her legs open, and thrust my cock in deep. That is not the way she needs me to do this. That will come later when she's ready and I've made sure she's worked up enough that doing it won't hurt her.

How the fuck am I going to break through her innocence? That's going to hurt her and in the process kill me. Just thinking of my dick causing her pain makes me want to cut it the fuck off. I'm bigger than a lot of other men too so it's bound to be painful. I pull up articles talking about the best way to break a hymen without causing pain. The best sex positions to move into to gently take her cherry from her.

I'm immersed in trying to make sure I don't hurt her when I spot her out my window on the back porch next to the pool. She's wearing one of my t-shirts as she ventures closer to the edge of the pool and I find myself standing before I can stop myself. I watch as she walks to the end of the veranda and stands looking at the islands that dot the ocean farther out.

I step out the French doors and make my way silently over to her. Seeing her in my shirt does something to me, something that goes straight to my cock. She's so tiny that the thing reaches down to her knees, leaving her legs bare. I'm all the way up on her before she realizes she's not alone. When she does, she jumps and tries to put space between us. She skirts around one of the lounge chairs.

"You could have worn a bathing suit." Her eyes run up and down my body causing my balls to tighten, all the available space in my pants taken.

"What do you mean? Bathing suit? I thought you said no one else was on this island?"

"No one is. I bought this island several years back. When I decided I was going to...bring you here I started making sure that you had everything you would need. You'll never go without when I can give to you."

Her brows furrow, "Are...you rich or something? I mean, not everyone can afford a private island and I'm pretty sure you didn't hop on a commercial plane to get me here."

"Something like that." She backs up even further. I hold my hands up showing her I mean her no harm. "I got my money doing favors for Uncle Sam and a couple of well-vetted clients that need certain computer skills that aren't cheaply given. Clients like Wes."

"You're a hacker."

"Among other things. I started out as a Marine."

"Why did you start doing this?" If I want her to trust me I have to tell her everything. I just don't know how much to share right now when she's so unsure about me.

"I had a mission that went sideways. The government doesn't like admitting they made a mistake so they politely ask me to retire. I agreed. But they couldn't stay away. I still do work for them occasionally and they pay handsomely. Thus the island."

She still doesn't relax, "You said you made sure that I would have everything I need, what does that mean?"

"I made sure that you would have everything you need to be happy here. You have clothes in the closet, shirts, skirts, dresses. Even some of your clothes from your apartment."

"You broke into my apartment!" Her voice goes higher. We stand and look at one another for a second. She's accused me of kidnapping her and yet she's shocked that I would make sure she has what she needs - even if I did have to break in.

"I wanted you to have what you needed. I was actually hoping you would take advantage of the seclusion."

"What...what does that mean?"

"I was hoping that you would be comfortable enough to go nude for most of our stay."

Her mouth falls open and she takes a step back. "You wanted me...to run around naked! In front of you?"

I nod my head slowly. "Being in the pool or ocean feels different when you don't have clothes on."

"I'll take your word for it."

I have to bite back a smile. I don't think she would appreciate it right now. "Does this mean you won't be swimming topless in my pool? Even at night?"

"I would think it would be scary to be in a pool at night." She takes another step back. I wonder what she would do if she knew I could reach her before she could turn and run from me even with the chairs in the way.

"It has lights."

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