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“I can’t fight her!” His voice rose in fury and desperation. “If she takes it to court I can deny it, but not if she simply does it by whisper and innuendo. What do you suggest? That I sue her for slander? Don’t be absurd! Even if I could, which I couldn’t, my reputation would still be ruined. In fact, the very act of calling her a liar would make it worse.” He looked like a man on the edge of an abyss, staring destruction in the face.
“Of course not,” she said quietly. “Who’s your adviser? Lord Cardigan?”
“What in the hell are you talking about?”
“The charge of the Light Brigade,” she answered bitterly.
She saw a glimmer of comprehension in his face.
“So what do you suggest?” he said, but without hope.
“I’m not sure,” she replied, rising to her feet and walking to the one small window. “But certainly not a head-on charge at the enemy’s guns. If they are dug into the high ground with breached cannons pointing at us, then we must either move them out of it or come at them by some other means.”
“Stop playing soldiers,” he said quietly. “Just because you nursed in the Crimea doesn’t mean you know the first damn thing about warfare.”
“Yes it does!” she said, swinging around. “The first damn thing about warfare is that soldiers get killed. Ask anyone who’s been there! Except the bloody incompetent generals, of course.”
He smiled in spite of himself, but there was only the humor of the grave in it.
“What a charming woman you are. What do you suggest in this particular battle? Shall I shoot her, besiege her, poison her water, or wait for the winter to freeze her out? Or hope that she contracts the typhoid?”
“Call on another woman,” she answered, wishing the moment she had said it that she had not. She had no plans, no ideas, only a boiling determination to win.
He looked nonplussed. “Another woman? Whatever for? Who?”
“Me, of course, you fool!” she retorted. “You haven’t the slightest understanding of women or how they think. You never have had. Obviously she hates you. How did you meet her?”
“I bumped into her on the steps of the Geographical Society. Or perhaps she bumped into me.”
“You think she contrived it?” she said without great surprise. Women did such things far more often than most men realized.
“I do now. I didn’t then.” A bitter amusement lit his eyes for a moment. “She must have been surprised when I did not recognize her. She held me in conversation for several minutes. She must have been waiting for me to remember, and then realized that I didn’t.”
“You don’t remember anything at all?” she pressed. “Not even an impression?”
“No! Of course I don’t, or I would have said so. I have been through everything I can think of, but I can’t remember anything about her. It’s a complete blank.”
She had a glimpse of his utter helplessness, the shadows and glimpses of cruelty within his memory, and the fears that would always be part of him. Then it evaporated. All she felt was tenderness and the determination to protect him whatever the cost.
“It doesn’t matter anyway,” she said, moving over and touching his head gently, just her fingers on his hair for a moment. “It is who she is now that matters. I’ll think of a way to fight back. Don’t worry. Just don’t go anywhere near her again. Keep on looking for Angus Stonefield.”
“At least I’m not likely to run into any outraged high society face down in the mud ’round the Isle of Dogs!” he said savagely. “A little rape might add to my credibility with the locals.”
“I would mention it only if you intend to remain there,” she replied tartly, turning to the door. “In the meantime, keep your powder dry.”
He saluted sarcastically. “Yes, general, sir!”
* * *
But when he left Ravensbrook House, Monk did feel marginally better. The anger was scalding inside him, and the fear was just as real. Nothing had changed. Yet now he no longer stood alone. That took the despair away, the very worst of the pain.
He strode along the footpath, ignoring those he passed by, all but bumping into them. Even the smut-laden rain driving in his face was hardly heeded. He would find where Caleb had murdered his brother. He might not find the body, but he would prove his death, and he would see Caleb hanged for it. Somewhere there was a piece of evidence, a witness, a chain of events which would damn him. It w
as up to Monk to persist until he did. Wherever it was, whoever knew it, whatever it took to uncover it.
It was midday by the time he got to the Isle of Dogs and went again to the house in Manilla Street to speak to Selina. At first she refused to see him. She looked frightened, and he guessed it was not long since Caleb had been there. Her silence was a mixture of loyalty and fear. The fear at least was probably well grounded.
He stood in front of her in the small, cold, well-kept room.
