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He flipped the lock on the door, and then slowly started undoing his tie, then his jacket and shoes.
“I’m going to take this slow, sweetheart.” His eyes were filled with concern as he continued to undress. “If you need me to stop, just tap my arm. Okay?”
I nodded, and then pulled his lips to mine. He laid over me, supporting the weight of his body on his arms so as not to crush me. Then his lips descended upon mine, and I responded in a passionate kiss.
Eli, please take their memory away,I thought to myself.I don’t want to feel them on me, in me anymore.
He reached down between my legs and rubbed my slit, and then pressed gently on my clit, swirling around it as he kissed me, testing the waters, so to speak. Then his eyebrows rose. “Okay?”
I nodded as my lips found his again. Then he started kissing down my neck and my body, then kissed my mound, and then went lower, still testing the waters. Eli and I had never gone this slow before. But now, I was glad he was.
A moment later, he lay between my legs, and curled his arms around my legs, pressing his big hands on my stomach as he licked up my slit, and then my pleasure center. He licked faster as he lifted my ass off the bed, a dying man eating his last meal.
Gripping the sheets, I tried to give in to the pleasure, to let myself enjoy this again. But flashes of that night kept running through my mind. But I forced them from my mind as I bucked my hips against him, gripping his hair as I closed my eyes and went over the edge.
After my body stopped shuddering, he kissed up to my stomach, slowly making his way up to my lips as I ran my fingers through his dark-brown hair. Then he pressed his lips to my neck. “Addie, remember what I said.”
I nodded and he eased in, first the head and then he pushed slowly, inch by inch, until he was all the way in, filling me. Then he pulled back and forth, slowly, taking his time as he kissed me. He rolled his hips into me, truly making love to me as I held onto his back. Then he started picking up speed, but never slammed into me. It was slow, passionate, loving as he cared for my needs, waiting for me before he took his own pleasure.
“Come for me, baby,” he breathed, holding back. “It’s alright. It’s me. You can let go.” Then he pushed harder and faster as I dug my fingers into his back as pleasure overtook me, sending me over the edge as we found release together.
Eli collapsed onto me, and his face rested in the crook of my neck. He tried to roll off me, but I stopped him, holding him in place. His cock pulsed inside me, still twitching from coming as he waited. Eli pushed back the hair from my eyes. “I love you, Addie.”
I nodded, burying my face in his chest as he held me, whispering words of love. I wanted to tell him that I loved him, too. I wanted to tell him that there would be no one else but him, apart from the occasional woman. I chuckled at the thought. But after this, I’d be happy with just Eli for the rest of my life.
I wanted him to stay on top of me, and never wanted to let him go. At that moment, I didn’t care that we were from opposing families. What mattered right now was Eli and me.
We stayed that way until morning, holding and caressing each other, giving each other light kisses. When I finally let go and slid from underneath him, I went back into the bathroom, took another shower, and got dressed. There were a few faint bruises on my arms and one on my leg, but other than that, I was healed.
But when I stepped out of the shower, I didn’t feel any better. I didn’t feel like a new person. And I didn’t feel like myself either. Fog covered the mirror and I wiped it away until I saw my reflection and turned my head from side to side. A faint bruise was still prominent on my cheek, but I was still whole. They would not break me.
I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, then I washed my face and ran a brush through my wet hair. Even though I still didn’t feel like myself, I wanted to look like myself.
I looked through my closet and found just the right dress: a cherry red and form fitting sheath dress. It came just below my knees with a short split up the back. Then I applied my makeup, making sure my lipstick matched my dress. Then I finished the outfit off with a pair of black pumps, and a black diamond ring my father had given me for my sixteenth birthday.
I stepped out of the bathroom and saw Eli was sitting up in bed.
“Damn.” He arched an eyebrow, smiling appreciatively.
“Shut up.”
He smiled. My voice sound foreign to me. Maybe that was what happened when you didn’t use it for a while.
“Did that make you feel better… after what happened?” Eli was careful not to say it, but I knew he meant after what happened with Lenny and his gang.
I sighed. “I don’t know what it did. I don’t feel worse. I just feel… I don’t know. I feel like I’ve got shit to do and moping around in bed is not going to get it done.”
“You weren’t moping, you were dealing with a traumatic event—”
“Eli—”
“I know.” He got out of bed and moved toward me, completely naked, his dick swaying from side to side, hard for me again. It was nice to know that he still wanted me after everything that happened, even though it wasn’t my fault.
“I know you don’t want to talk about and I… I’m not going to say I understand because I don’t. But if you need someone to talk to, I’m here. And if it’s not me, then I know someone. That’s all I’m going to say.” He kissed my forehead as his hardon pressed against my stomach, holding me close. “You smell good too.”
“Yeah, well I took a bath last night but I still… felt a little ripe.”
“I’m… not going to say anything. I’m just going to go take a shower so I can get to work.”
