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Piper
It had been afew weeks since the night at Gigi and Vince’s place. While I missed the girls, I knew that Jaron and I needed to work on us. There was no way we could get through this if we didn’t. He would spend every evening reading through my journals. Even re-reading them, to the point he had them memorized. I was impressed that he was committed to finding out everything there was about me that he could.
I started writing another journal but didn’t let him read it yet. It wasn’t time. Maybe in a year or more but right now, it was for my eyes only. He never pressed. Just asked what I was doing when he saw me scribbling away in the notebook. I would tell him. He would nod, kiss my head, and leave me to my thoughts.
It was later into the evening on a Friday. We were invited back over to Gigi and Vince’s place but decided to stay home instead. Brynlee was in bed and Jaron and I were snuggled on the couch. He was going through my journals again but there was one that he missed. I often wondered if it was intentional.
“My body hurts. It’s not pregnancy pain either. No, I’m turned on and I can’t do anything about it. Jaron isn’t here to please this ache.”
Jaron looked at me then. “Did you masturbate?”
I gave him a small smile. “Keep reading.”
He cleared his throat and continued.
“I talked to Jaron today and without telling him, I told him. It was weird. It was like he knew that I was aching for him but couldn’t do anything about it. I think he was hinting for phone sex but that never happened. It wasn’t like he was alone anyway. Someone could overhear and I know he wouldn’t want that. Maybe I should use my fingers.”
“Fucking hell.” Jaron blew out a slow breath.
“If he were here, I know he would help make me feel better. Maybe I should live with the pain. I know it’ll go away eventually.”
Jaron turned to the next page, a deep frown settling between his brows. “You didn’t do anything about it, baby?”
“Nope.” I rose from the couch and headed into the kitchen. Pulling two beers from the fridge, I went back to the living room and handed Jaron one before sitting back down beside him. “I think I was punishing myself. Or I didn’t think it was fair that you were stuck in jail and here I was, playing with myself because the pregnancy was making me…”
“Making you what?” He placed the journal on the table and took my beer from me. He put both of the bottles on the table before turning to me. “Tell me.”
“Horny,” I whispered.
He chuckled. “You can let me fuck you in public, but you can’t say that one word without blushing?”
“Shut up.” I laughed, punching his arm. “It’s embarrassing.”
“Why?” He turned me around and pulled me back against him. “There’s nothing to be embarrassed over.” He grabbed my hand and stuck it between my legs. “I think you should show me what you would have done if youhadtouched yourself though.”
“Oh? And why would I do that?”
“Because it’s hot as hell.” He kissed the side of my neck. “Do it.” He released my hand.
Getting a better idea, I moved to other side of the couch. Bending my knees, I spread my legs and slid my hand up my inner thigh.
Jaron’s eyes followed, watching what I was about to do for him. “Show me.”
I licked my lips, pushing my shorts down my legs, leaving my bottom half completely naked for him.
His eyes darkened.
Just as I was about to touch myself like he wanted, his cell rang.
He muttered a curse, pulling it from his pocket. “It’s Sammy.”
“Take it.” I slid off the couch and got dressed. “He only calls if it’s something important.”
He nodded, putting the phone to his ear. “Yeah.”
As I was walking by him, his hand grazed my hip. I stopped, glancing down at him.
I love you, he mouthed.
