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He backed up and went to the bed. “I’ll give that to you, Ainsley. Whatever you need,” he said, lying down.
My stomach flipped.
Rising to my feet, I went to the bed. His cock was still semi-erect beneath his pants, the bulge making my mouth water. Was this normal? Should I even be reacting this way? Was it too soon?
“What are you thinking?”
My eyes snapped to his. Lifting my hands, I reminded myself to sign slowly for him.I keep asking myself if this is too soon. Should I be attracted to you like this? Is this normal? I went through hell, Cyrus. Pieces of me were stolen without my permission and I don’t know how to get them back.
I dropped my arms to my side, waiting for him to freak out and leave.
He sat up, stretching out his arms. “Come here.”
I did as I was told and crawled onto the bed and right into his arms.
“I’ll help you find those pieces, Ainsley. Even if it takes years. I’m not going anywhere.”
Why are you so damn patient?
He chuckled, giving his shoulders a small shrug. “I honestly don’t know. I’m not a virgin by any means but sex isn’t everything. Sure, it can feel great with the right person, but I haven’t found the right person. Not until now. I’m not saying that we’ll be together forever, but I do like you, I meant that, and I would like to see where this goes.”
It felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I had never met a guy like him. Most would have wanted sex right away but with Cyrus, he wanted to make sure I was comfortable and ready first. I wasn’t sure how I could ever repay him for that.
I like you too.And even though that was the case, I still needed a little something more. Lowering my mouth to his, I grazed my hand down his stomach before dipping it back into his pants.
He jumped. “Pet.”
“Shhh...” I whispered against his lips, wrapping my fingers around his thick shaft.
“Fuck.” Cyrus cupped the back of my head, deepening the kiss.
My hand slid up and down his length, pumping hard and fast. I craved his control, his need to dominate. I had been trained to be a submissive and that would forever be engrained in my soul, but this was different. The fact that Cyrus gave me a tiny bit of his dominance, made me feel powerful and feel like I could finally conquer the demons from my past.
Cyrus laid back onto the bed, pulling me down with him. My hand picked up speed, needing his release.
“Faster,” he panted, his tongue controlling mine.
Breaking the kiss, I lowered his pants and watched my hand pump up and down his hard, pierced shaft.
A harsh groan left him as hot jets of his cum coated his stomach.
When he calmed down, I fixed his pants and ran a thumb through a drop of his release before bringing it up to my mouth.
His dark eyes watched me the entire time, his jaw clenching.
When the tip of my thumb touched my tongue, Cyrus was on me.
Cyrus
Iwasn’t expectingAinsleyto give me a damn hand job. Best hand job ever in fact. But when she stuck her thumb between her lips, the fact that my cum was now on her tongue, made me lose it.
I had her back pinned to the bed as my mouth attacked hers. Part of me thought she would push me away, knowing she had gone through some sort of trauma, but when she only moaned and wrapped her legs around my waist, I continued.
If we only spent the night kissing, it would still be the best experience I’d ever had with a woman.
Ainsley may have been withdrawn, but I was determined to show her that I meant every single thing that left my mouth. I was too old for games. I had seen friends go through that shit. While it was none of my business, I was ready to bash their heads together, but refrained since it had nothing to do with me.
