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She shakes her head and takes a deep breath. “We are just friends that are attracted to each other. We were never meant to be, and it was never meant to happen. You think you know me, but I had more than a year to grow and own up to my mistakes and accept responsibility for my feelings and actions. I want to move on with my life. If you want to have sex with Gloria and her friends, I won’t get in your way or be mad. You deserve to be happy, and so do I.”
My finger stops caressing her hand midstroke. Her words are like a knife stabbing me in the chest. Lucy is over me and wants to move on with someone else. She doesn’t want me anymore. My stomach bottoms out, imagining another guy making her smile and pleasuring her. Jealousy boils inside my veins thinking about her with someone else.
“Who is it?” I say through clenched teeth.
She flinches, and I calm down. I will not get an answer if I blow up and act like a jealous ex.
“This is not about someone else or who I have slept with.”
“Who?” I snap, trying to keep my composure.
I want to know who fucked her or is fucking her. My mind is picturing all the ways I want to tear the fucker apart for touching her. This is all my fault, of course, and I would be a hypocrite. “I haven’t slept with Gloria or her friends since you. What you saw that day was me being stupid. I thought I could get over you. She tried to suck me off and I couldn’t do it. I was drunk and high and she was taking advantage of it. I’m not giving you excuses, Lucy. I’m telling you the truth. I didn’t fuck her or her friends after you.”
Gloria was just an easy lay and nothing more. Her goal is to land a popular rich guy she will end up marrying. She brought friends and we fucked. Since that time, she and Jessica bragged that we fucked them to Khalani and Lucy when they worked at The Ice Cream Parlor after school last year. The only difference is that I never fucked her after I slept with Lucy. She was angry because I turned her down and told her I slipped the day Lucy saw me in the pool house. I was not in the right state of mind and was mad at my father and at myself.
When I realized what almost happened. I kept throwing up in the bathroom, drunk and high, with a mixture of anger and disgust. The fact that she put her mouth on my cock had me dry heaving. That was all it took for me to realize that I could never get over Lucy.
I knew Gloria and Jessica were out for blood and wouldn’t stop hurting Khalani and Lucy. I didn’t want to hurt Lucy and decided that day in Aiden’s Charger that I would find other ways or other girls to satisfy my needs because that is all it was with anyone else—a transaction.
Sex with Lucy was special. She gave me a precious gift I took for granted and then hurt her.
She falls silent and looks at me warily, licking her lips. My cock strains against my jeans once more, imagining those lips around the head of my cock. Now I have to imagine her giving some asshole a blow job. My chest squeezes at the emotion coursing through me. It feels raw, like being skinned alive, leaving your flesh exposed.
I close my eyes because the rage inside me wants me to hunt the fucker down and kill someone with my bare hands for touching her.
“Tell me.”
She swallows. “It doesn’t matter. There is nothing between us, and I don’t want to feel this resentment toward you anymore. It is exhausting, and it’s affecting our friends and family. I want you to be happy and I want to be happy. I just… want to move on, Mason.”
My vision blurs and my heart pounds in my chest. I hold one finger up as I process what she is telling me. I just want to hit something.
“Do Aiden and Khalani know about us?”
“Khalani knows, but she hasn’t told Aiden. She is keeping it from him for now.”
“I’m so sorry, Lucy. You mean everything to me and I will not give up. When I said I want you, I meant it.”
Before I found out she lost our baby, I already had my mind made up about wanting her back. I can’t get her out of my head. She’s inside me and always will be. Yeah, I’m livid about her wanting to move on with someone else, but that is the consequence of my actions. This would have never happened if I hadn’t listened to my father.
Fuck that. I’ll sacrifice anything else, but I will not sacrifice her.
She licks her lips, and I watch her pink tongue as it slides over her plump lips. My dick twitches and I lean close to her, my head angled so I can look into her beautiful blue eyes. “Be careful,princessa. I may take you right here.”
She fights to contain her smile but it’s no use, it slides out of her. “I don’t think you can handle me, Mase.” Her voice gets sultry. “I’m not who you think I am anymore. I’m not desperate for love like before. If it happens with someone that can love me, I am all for it. But we both know you and I have tried, and it didn’t work out. We both wanted different things.”
When I look into her eyes, they are full of something dark and dangerous. This is Lucy not giving a fuck anymore.
Her hand strokes my length through my jeans. Holy fuck. I swallow and close my eyes. “Lucy, what are you doing?”
She pulls away. “I’m proving a point. Isn’t that what you want? Just to fuck? I’m kind of glad we could talk and have this conversation. Don’t bother trying to act like you are suddenly so interested in me. Everyone knows Mason Montgomery fucks and doesn’t have girlfriends.” She snorts. “They’ll think I have threesomes just like all your girls.”
Is she crazy? What the fuck is she saying? She’s right, though. Every guy will think I share her. Not going to fucking happen. I will figure out a way to get her back the right way.
“The only point you are proving is how much I want you.” I gesture toward my hard dick. “I want to have sex with you andonly you. I don’t want to share you.I want to pleasure you.I’m not going to stop trying, so get used to it.” I adjust my cock and open the door to get out, slamming my last point home. “We will work on our relationship, so expect me to show up unannounced in your room, at a party, or wherever you are. I won’t be a bully but if an asshole gets out of line, I will break his fucking legs.”
I don’t wait for her response and shut the door, walking away.
Chapter Twenty-Five
