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His head snaps back to me. After he eyes me, he lets out a husky laugh. “Not a damn thing. You can be mad, but it won’t stop me from fucking you.”
I smirk and raise an eyebrow, daring him to keep his word.
He smiles too, his real, genuine smile, then reaches for my panties and rips them off me with a growl. His head dives between my knees, his lips covering my thighs in punishing kisses and bites. I scream out from the mix of pain and pleasure and grind my core into his face. I do my best not to move my hands, but it’s all too much.
The pain, the bliss, the fact that Teddy is even here, and… the guilt.
I push his head away from me and flip myself. Bringing my knees under me, I put my ass in the air and wait for him to have his way with me. As much as I want this—want him—I can’t bear to look at him. Because of what I did, and what he did to me, but here I am, letting him use me again.
He dips his head and gives me one last painstakingly slow lick before standing back to his full height, centering himself and pounding into my pussy.
Over and over he pushes into me with zero care. He’s doing it to find a release, and I’m looking at it as my punishment. He may not know I kissed Lucas, but the fact I know alone eats me alive. I need him to hurt me. I need him to use me.
He finally comes with a roar that shakes me to the core. Once he slows behind me and pulls out, I collapse onto the bed and cover my face. I don’t want him to see the tears or read the guilt most definitely painted all over my face.
I hear the sound of his zipper, then the buckle of his belt being put in place, but I make no motion to move. I feel his body hover over mine as he plants a soft kiss in my hair. “I’ve missed you this way, my love.” His voice is hoarse and weak.
When I don’t reply, he tugs my arm from my face and sits me up. Tears smear down my cheeks as my lips quiver. His hard eyes grow soft. “What’s the matter? Did I hurt you?”
Only in the way I deserve. I answer in my head. “No. I just—” I lick my lips and inhale deeply, trying to calm my nerves. “I missed you.”
He nods and wraps his arms around me. “I know.”
His words stir something in me. One minute, he was a savage, taking what he wanted without apology. And now, he’s soft and sweet. Teddy is my very own Jekyll and Hyde, but I’m the only one who gets to see him soft.
I nuzzle my face into his neck and wrap my arms around his waist. “I just need to hold you for a second. To really feel you so I know this is real.”
His body tenses under me before relaxing. He runs his hands through my hair and sways slowly, giving me only the second I wanted before he steps back in my hold. “I have to go, Monkshood.”
I drop my arms and look up to him. I almost feel I’m looking at an entirely new man. Since he’s been back, he’s been so hot and cold, and I’m not sure if I want to burn or freeze.
He kisses the top of my head. “I’ll be back. Until then, go see the pig and do whatever you must to get answers.”
I nod at his command and watch him walk out my door.
