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We were all fucking blind to it.

Maybe it was because we’d knocked back too many drinks that night.

Maybe it was because we were too high from the joint we’d smoked celebrating our win.

Maybe it was because by the time she’d finished breaking our hearts, we were too busy bleeding out from the rejection that we didn’t stop to look at howshe’ddied inside.

All the broken parts she’d smoothed out with her love, suddenly became sharp once more.

It fucking hurt, her rejection. It hurt so fucking bad.

That night I’d failed her. Wealldid.

We failed her every day that followed for not questioning what happened. For being so fucking self-centered. We’d lived off each other’s pain, and we’d wallowed in it like a bunch of fucking selfish cunts. We didn’t fight the darkness that took over.

We threw ourselves into the Skins. We became the very epitome of everything we hated. We did bad things.Terriblethings.

Then a year ago something happened. Something that would change the course of our lives forever. Something that eventually led us back to our beating heart even when we still refused to believe that’s all we ever really wanted.

We lost sight of the girl we loved once before. We lost sight of ourselves. Then we returned and we still couldn’t see the truth that was right in front of our faces.

But she made ussee. She made me see once more. Titch pulled away the veil of hate and pain that had blinded us for years by dancing her way back into our lives, into our motherfucking souls. Now that the Breakers’ heart is beating again, we will do everything,anythingto keep it safe.

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