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The water is deep enough to float around her tits and a pang of jealousy rushes through my blood at the way it gets to caress her so thoroughly. I mean, fucking insane right? To be jealous of water, but I am. I’m jealous of the way it gets to envelop every inch of her skin, and seep inside of the place I want to drown my cock in.
Impatient, I reach forward and grab her wrist, tugging her to me. She laughs, and the sound is so carefree, so fucking joyous, that hope blooms inside of my chest, making way for a rush of love that snatches my goddamn breath.
Jesus, this woman.
“What?” she questions, gently stroking her fingers over my cheek.
“I was just thinking that I want to spend the rest of my life getting you to smile like that.”
“You do?”
“It’s going to take a lifetime to make up for what we’ve done, so yes, Christy, I want to spend that time making you happy.”
“I’d like that,” she replies, glancing at Jakub who’s watching us both with a quiet resolve. I can see she’s unsure of what to do, who to go to, and despite the fact that she’s in my arms and I want so badly to make love to her, I let her reach for Jakub.
“Jakub?” she asks softly, her hand resting on his shoulder.
“I’m with Konrad.”
She frowns. “Talk to me. You don’t have to hide your emotions.”
“I’m not hiding. You’ve opened the floodgates. I’mhealingbecause of you.”
She leans over and presses a kiss against Jakub’s lips. “I will come back to you all. Whatever it takes. I promise.”
He nods, standing. “Make love to Konrad and when you’re done, come find me in my room.”
“You’re not staying?” she asks, worry knitting her brows together.
“There’s something I need to do. Stay with my brothers. They’ll take care of you.”
“Jakub, do you need me?” I ask.
“No, Kon. Right now Christy does.”
“But what about you?” she asks, refusing to let him go.
He places his hand over hers. “We’ll pick this back up when you return to us,” he says adamantly.
She smiles softly. “Is that a promise?”
“It’s a guarantee,” he responds, cupping her head in his hands and pledging himself to her with a passionate kiss that leaves her breathless and makes my dick throb.
Christy watches him leave then slowly drops her gaze back to me. Silently, she straddles my lap, her tits brushing against my chest as she lowers herself down over my aching cock. Her gaze remains fixed on mine and I swear I can see our future mapped out in her ghost eyes as she rocks her hips.
It’s fucking paradise.
And yet…
And yet, I get a sudden sense of doom.
It’s so powerful that I feel it ram into my chest like a motherfucking sledgehammer right at the moment Christy begins to rock against me.
It hurts to feel that way whilst her pussy clenches my dick and she looks at me like I’m someone important, someone worthy of her, but I can’t help it.
Fear scatters across my skin at the thought of this ending.
I’ve always known that paradise was never in the cards for me or my brothers. This incredible, courageous woman might have brought our hearts back to life but she can’t scrub away the sins that are tattooed into our very bones.
Bad people don’t get happily ever afters.
Wedon’t.
“Christy,” I choke out, rocked to my fucking core as I grasp at her, pressing my cheek to her chest and wrapping my arms tightly around her back, wishing that I didn’t fucking feel this way, hoping to fuck I’m wrong.
“Shh,” she whispers, cupping my head and kissing me, consuming my fears, burying them deep inside of her as she fucks me slow, our bodies making memories that I’ll take with me to the grave.
