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What has happened to me? I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I’ve become weak, easily led and taken down a path I should back away from, and fast.

Dexter is seriously depraved. He’s doing things to me that are wrong on so many levels, but I’m loving every second of it. Just seeing his looks of lust and promise, makes me feel so powerful knowing I’m the one responsible for placing that look in his eyes.

Seeing how turned on he is makes me even wetter for him and the more disgusting the game, the more I like it and now he’s left me bound and exposed, alone in a room after bringing me to the most explosive orgasm of my life. The fact he was fully clothed added to the sordid nature of the ‘lesson’ and I can’t wait to see what else he’s got. He may like the weak side of me, but inside I’m on fire.

I want this.

I want him and I want this whole fucked-up situation because emotion has been left at the door while we break every rule that nature crafted over time.

It’s all about the sex which suits me just fine because I don’t deal well with feelings. Who needs emotion to ruin a perfect orgasm, not me? It’s all about a fleeting moment of pleasure with no hang-ups at the end. Dexter isn’t seeking love and romance, he’s all about sex and the experience and that’s absolutely fine with me.

He thinks I’ll fall for him, do whatever he wants out of love—for him. Well, he’s wrong. I’m in this for my own sexual pleasure and there is nothing wrong with that. When I get bored, I’ll end it, simple. I’ll use him like he’s using me and then I’ll take this experience and run with it to a brighter future made possible by what he can give me. Learn the business and enjoy a sexual experience I’m unlikely to ever repeat and who wouldn’t be happy with that?

I hear footsteps approaching and pray it’s him because I’ve been on edge ever since he left.

As the door opens, he heads inside and my heart starts beating fast as he approaches.

“Are you comfortable, baby?”

I nod, my mouth dry with anticipation and he says roughly, “Answer me.”

“Yes, sir.” He nods with satisfaction and sets a tray down on the side. I can’t see the contents but I’m mildly curious and then he says softly, “Close your eyes.”

My body wakes up in anticipation and a warm glow passes through me as I sense pleasure heading my way and as the cool burn of the ice runs all over my body, I shiver and gasp as it burns against the heat of my pussy. One by one, he places the ice cubes into my opening and it’s unbearable. It burns so badly and yet soothes at the same time. Then he places his hot mouth that must be the result of sipping a hot drink and sucks my clit and the mixture of hot and cold makes me tremble and gasp as the different sensations it brings struggle to take control.

As the ice melts inside, the cool river merges with the heat of his tongue as he sucks, licks and causes so much pleasure to build, I’m almost ashamed at how quickly he can bring me to a climax.

As I cry out for the second time, he strokes my breast and just stares and it should freak me right out but somehow feels nice. It’s an intimate moment between us, a bond of longing and a closeness that surprises me.

I watch as he stands and heads back toward the tray and removes a white cloth and when he returns, he washes me between the legs and I almost purr with pleasure. The cloth is warm and soft and as he cleans up the evidence of how much he affects me, I’m surprised at how good this feels.

I actually feel a little selfish right now because he has remained clothed throughout and so far the pleasure has been all mine and when he removes the cloth, I say tentatively, “What about you?”

“What about me?” His amused grin makes me a little embarrassed and I say shyly, “Would you like me to...”

“No.”

He heads back to the tray and says dismissively, “I get my pleasure from seeing yours. I will give you mine when you have learned the basics.”

“Oh, um, ok.”

This all feels a little one-sided and I feel like a selfish bitch right now and as he heads back, I squeal in surprise as he liberally smears ice-cream all over my body. Chuckling, he steps back and grins. “The finest dessert. How can I possibly refuse?”

Bending down, he proceeds to lick every trace of it from my body and I gasp and squirm on my seat as I become the most twisted kind of edible treat. My pussy is throbbing with the need for him to fill it and it’s almost unbearable as he takes his time, his slurps, sucks and licks making me lose my mind.

I am trembling so much I can’t even think straight and once again, as he washes me with the cloth, I start to moan, “Please, sir.”

“What, baby, tell me what you want?”

“You, sir, I want you.”

To my surprise, he strokes my hair and looks almost lovingly into my eyes, which shocks me a little. Then he nods, a spark in his eyes.

“You have pleased me tonight, you shall get your reward.”

He unzips his trousers and I watch with nervous anticipation as he removes his cock and then sheaths it with a condom from his pocket. Still bound and spread out before him, I can’t stop staring at the huge length that is even more impressive than I thought what feels like months ago. It looks almost too big and yet I know it fits as it was designed to.

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