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I flinched as the jar thudded in the dirt, expecting it to be broken into a hundred shattered pieces.
I pushed myself up to my feet and walked over to stand over the hole Abel had dug for me. The jar lay on its side in the dirt, completely intact.
I kicked my foot out and dirt mixed with grass flew down into the hole, partially covering the jar.
Abel tugged on the sleeve of my hoodie. "I got this, honey. Go back and keep my twin company."
He called me honey. Super sweet. And he was looking after his brother. Even sweeter.
I grinned at him as my hand went to his bicep. I squeezed gently and stepped into him. "You're such a good brother and such a sweet boyfriend." I flicked my tongue out across his bottom lip. "Love you lots, Abel."
His eyes widened and he started blinking quickly. I wasn't usually so open with my feelings and voicing them, so when it came out of my mouth it always seemed to take them by surprise. Eventually, they'd get used to me being open with my love for them. But I never, ever hoped they stopped feeling overwhelmed with goodness when they heard it.
I walked away from him. Not because I wanted to, but because he'd asked me to take care of his twin and I would give him anything he ever asked of me.
Stepping around my backpack, I walked up to Addison and plopped down into his lap. He grunted and wrapped his arms around my middle. Whatever, buddy, I didn't weigh that much. He probably weighed over twice as much as I did, he was a big guy. They both were.
I snuggled into him and my hands pressed against his stomach. Slowly, they moved up his body, my thumbs swiping across his nipples, and further up. I stopped moving at his shoulders and my fingers curled in, holding on. He sucked in a sharp breath. His hands slid down my back, going straight to my ass. He picked me up and pulled me against him. My legs wrapped around his waist and I blinked up at him slowly, wondering how we'd gotten here. We were outside, anyone could come along and see us. Instead of freaking me out like it normally would, it sent a slight thrill through me.
"We're not having sex for the first time out here on the grass." He smirked down at me while squeezing my ass playfully. "So don't get any ideas in that pretty head of yours. There'll be no taking advantage of me and definitely not in front of my twin, he's innocent and needs me to protect his virtue for him."
I grinned up at him. "Ha ha. It's my virtue here that's in need of protection. Not yours, and certainly not Abel's."
He scoffed and rubbed his nose along my cheekbone. "You don't get to use that as an excuse anymore. Not since you started letting more than one man defile you on a regular basis."
I turned my cheek into his touch, craving more of it. "Not at the same time, I haven't."
Part of me was still terrified simply at the thought of being with two men at the same time. It felt like I'd be breaking some kind of rule I'd never be able to come back from. Would that make me a slut?
I already knew people outside of our community would never understand my relationships, and I was working on being okay with that. Would it be even worse if two of my boyfriends weren't just brothers, but twins, and I slept with both of them at the same time? Anything different always ended up being painted as wrong by the rest of the world. People feared what they didn't understand, and fear always brought out the ugly in people.
"Hey," he murmured. My eyes focused back on him. "Don't do that. Whatever it is that you were just thinking about, you need to get it out of your head. I'm never going to hurt you. My twin is never going to hurt you. We've got absolutely nothing but love for you. You don't ever have to worry when you're with us."
I knew all of this already. Sometimes I forgot and let my fear take control over me, and I became a scared little girl again. If something seemed too good to be true, it probably was. And my Salt and Pepper twins seemed too good to be true.
Warmth hit me from behind as a big body molded itself to my back, pressing tight against me. Fingers ran up the nape of my neck and into my hair. My head was pulled back by my hair and I looked up into bright green eyes.
"I'm not like my brother. I don't mind grass stains and I have no problem being out here in the open with you."
Using his hand in my hair, he jerked my head to the side, angling it just so, and his mouth descended upon mine. I closed my eyes as he kissed me and my fingers dug into Addison's shoulders, holding onto him while I kissed his brother.
Abel broke the kiss first. He groaned as he shoved his face into my neck. His tongue flicked across the underside of my jaw. My eyelids grew heavy, slowly lowering to half-mast.
Fingers grabbed my chin and my face was turned back to Addison. My eyes fluttered open all the way and he made a noise in the back of his throat when my gaze met his.
"So pretty," he murmured. "I hope you know I don't really give a shit about being outside. I just said that because I thought it was what you'd want to hear."
"Shut up and kiss me," I muttered, as my lips began to stretch wide into a smile.
"You shut up," he muttered back with his eyes glued to my lips.
The grip on my hair loosened before falling away. Addison's lips brushed against mine and my eyes fluttered closed again. I lost myself in the kiss and the rest of the world faded away.
The hands on my ass moved to my hips. One stayed there, gripping my hip, as the other slid around and up my back. He clutched me tightly to him as he fell back onto his back in the grass. My legs wrapped around his back loosened and dropped down to his sides, my knees going to the grass as I straddled him. I missed the heat from Abel at my back, but soon forgot about it as Addison deepened the kiss. The hand on my back slid away, coming to my face. He swept the hair that had fallen in my eyes away, holding it clutched in his fingers at the back of my head.
A hand brushed against my side and I broke the kiss, turning to see Abel laying on his side on the grass, facing us.
He leaned in and his lips molded to mine once more. He kissed me as his hand went to my back. Fingertips slid underneath the hem of my shirt and, ever so slowly, dragged it up.
