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“What are you thinking about right now?” He asks, raising a dark brow.
“You don’t want to know,” I smirk, dragging my eyes away from him to look at the other three guys. They are all the same as Marcus. Bare chests and legs, with only a blanket covering their hips.
“Actually, I do want to know. I want to know everything that goes on in that head of yours.”
“Huh. No, you don’t. It’s a fucked up place to be.” I shift uncomfortably from foot to foot at my admission.
“I want it all, Rhee. All the fucked up you have, I want it. Maybe it won’t be so fucked up if you share it around a bit. Let us take some of it for you.”
I stare at Marcus for a few moments, wondering if he can really handle what’s in my head.
“I was thinking how much I want to see what you’re doing with your hand under the blanket.”
“That’s not fucked up.” Marcus grins, and I shrug.
“Maybe not, but considering yesterday and last night, having dick should be the last thing on my mind.”
“So, you think it’s wrong that you want to have sex because of yesterday’s events?” Marcus frowns, and I nod.
“It’s typical Rhys style, I know, yet something in the back of my mind is telling me that it’s fucked up.”
“It’s ok to want to feel pleasure, Rhee, even if things in your life are screwed up. It’s natural. Everyone needs an escape.”
“I know, the thing is… I’m a little perplexed.” I push off the door frame and wring my hands together. “There are these things that I want. Crave. Really dirty, like pornographic things, and all of a sudden, I feel like that sort of behaviour, and what we all have shouldn’t go together.”
“We’re guys. We like porn.”
I laugh quietly, “Yes, I know. But do other people in relationships do that stuff? Because a lot of the people that go to the sex clubs are married or are in relationships, and they go to the clubs to do the things they really want to do because they can’t do those acts with their partner.”
“Then I feel sorry for them. It must be awful being in a relationship with someone and not being able to be yourself.”
I duck my head at Marcus’ words, remembering our brief time together a few months back. I felt like that. Like I couldn’t be the real me with him.
“So, it’s ok that I want to be the centre of attention in a gang bang with you guys? Because it wasn’t too long ago that you had reservations about this group relationship.”
Marcus smirks. “I’ve learnt a lot about myself because of you, Rhee. I feel like we’ve all grown up a lot over the last few weeks and, at the same time, grown closer. I never thought I’d be excited at the idea of watching one of my mates make you come or even watching as you make them come. But I fucking am, and not in a gay way. It just feels…” He mews over his words for a moment. “Right. Like we are all family. Do I still get possessive? Fuck yeah. I don’t think that will ever go away. But do I have a problem with sharing you with the guys? Not so much anymore. As long as you still pay me attention, I think I can handle it.”
I smile at Marcus. His words are sure and strong and believable.
“What about Tyler? I mean… I know things between Ty and me are probably over, but if they aren’t, are you going to play nice with him?”
Marcus growls. “I tell you what. When that pussy fucking grows a pair of balls and reveals himself to all of us, I’ll consider it. And for the record, you need to stop thinking that he’s done with you. You don’t know that yet. He called Bossi last night after getting your message to see what was going on. Apparently, he was at a dinner or something with people he works with, so he couldn’t take your call.”
Shit. Ty was at a dinner with people he works with? I bet it was the same one my mum went to. It was a farewell dinner for one of the teachers that are leaving. I could have royally fucked everything if my mum had overheard that call had he answered it.
“What’s wrong?” Marcus asks, and I steel my features. He doesn’t know that Ty works with my mum. That Ty is his PE teacher.
“Do you think he called because he still wants to be with me?”
“I don’t know, Rhee. He obviously cares, or he wouldn’t have called to check if you were ok, but since I don’t know the fucker, I can’t really make an assumption on his mindset.”
I want to grin at the bitterness in his tone because it’s kinda adorable, but it’s hard to think happy thoughts when things with Ty and me are up in the air. I need to try, though. I’m here with Marcus right now. The guy that was the first to find his way through the dark webs to get to my heart. Knowing he’s on board with this ridiculous group relationship idea really does warm my heart.
“So, what exactly is your hand doing under the blanket?” I smirk, changing the conversation.
With a cocky grin, Marcus pulls his hand from under the blanket and slowly tugs it down, revealing a very hard bulge in his jocks. Then he rubs his hand over it, gripping it through the fabric and pulls it up a little, teasing me.
Kitty whips me with her tail, gushing, instantly desperate.
