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I nodded with my lipspursed.
“Okay then. Let’s go sit.” Harry opened my door and entered the room. My heart raced as he walked me over to the love seat at the end ofthebed.
Curling up in the corner, I tried to give myself as much space as possible despite the confines of the arm rests. “I’m not avirgin.”
With a grin, Harry nodded. “I rather thought not.” Then he leaned in conspiratorially. “I’m not either bytheway.”
My head tilted. “I rather doubted it. Look who you hang with.” I shrugged. “The first time I had sex, I had been jogging. I was a senior in high school, back home after nearly a year at boarding school. The neighbor’s son was impressed with how much I’d grown and we had sex inthepool.”
Frowning, Harry murmured, “That sounds…terrible.”
I sighed. “It wasn’t great, but I was no longer a virgin, so therewasthat.”
He chuckled. “Actually, that’s how I felt about my firsttimetoo.”
A smile played at the corner of my lips. “I haven’t really had sex since.” His eyes widened in shock. “I mean…no penetration. Some fondling, but I could never bring myself to movepastthat.”
“Was it because the first time was meh? Or is there more to it?” His brow furrowed while he waited for aresponse.
“I don’t know. I guess I kinda wanted to wait for someone I cared about. I’d gotten it over with, and from then on, I wanted it to matter.” I frowned. “And hereweare.”
“All the more reason to take it slow,” Harry murmured as he leaned in for a kiss. “This is the part where I leave you. I’ll be right across the hall if youneedme.”
My whole body exhaled. I felt better in every way. Smiling, I nodded. “Thank you, but I can’t imagine I’ll need you. We’ll talk more overbreakfast.”
Harry stood, tilted my chin up, and then pressed his lips to mine. “Yes. I’m awesome at breakfast.I’llcook.”
“Well, I’m not arguing.” Iyawned.
He squeezed my hand one last time before he disappeared. I glanced at my phone. Already, it was past midnight. I rarely stayed up past eleven. I was so lame…and exhausted. I quickly brushed my teeth, changed into a cami and shorts, then droppedintobed.
Though I normally tossed and turned for hours, I quickly passed out. For the first night in a long time, my mind rested and my dreams were pleasant, until I woke. There was a weight on the bed behind me. This was what first roused me. Then he slid closer, wrapped his arms around me,spooningme.
“You smell so good,” he whispered as he kissed his way downmyneck.
I shivered and inhaled deeply. “You smell like astill.”
He chuckled. “I may have had one or two,” hemurmured.
“Go easy on the liquid courage,” Iteased.
Suddenly his hand cupped my breast and he squeezed. “Nice,” hehissed.
“Gentle,” I pleaded. I hadn’t imagined our first time being anything like this. At the moment, I struggled to hide mydisappointment.
He laughed. “Really? You seemed like the kind of girl who’d like it rough,Jenna.”
Jenna?I froze. This explained everything. I tried to break free of his grasp, but he was too strong for me, and I had no leverage the way he held me. After failing to get away, I rolled toward him, completelyenraged.
“That’s more like it,” hejoked.
“Drew, let me go!” Iordered
“Stop playing. You know you want this,” hegrumbled.
I pushed on his chest and craned my neck to avoid his sloppy kisses. “I mean it. Let go. Let go or else.” My mind raced. It wasn’t as though I had much to holdoverhim.
“Are you threatening me? Do you have any idea who I am, bitch?” Drew released my arm with one hand and I tried to move, but I couldn’t get away quick enough. Instead, he managed to land a punch on my face. It was quite a feat, since I could barely see him in the dark. My cheekburned.
