Page 52 of My Kind of Monster


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I’ve also developed codes that would erase everything from these computers, even from my cloud section hidden in the dark web, like nothing ever happened and no one could ever hold it against me. I have a backup for all my technology, of course I do. No matter what, I will never stop. I will rebuild if it comes to it.

The thrill of the fucking kill will always be mine and no one will ever take that away. Evil howls inside of me when it witnesses those red threads of life leaving my victims’ bodies and the monster inside of me roars in fucking victory.

I find the chaos. I harness it. Then I destroy what’s left behind.

I know who I am. I’m no fucking assassin, I’m no outlaw. I don’t pretend to be some sort of fucking indestructible badass. No. I am destructible. I am perishable. However, my 163 IQ certainly helps me have superiority over the motherfuckers that leave their lives at my feet.

What I am is a killer. Plain and simple. A killer.

I choose my victims well though. Unfortunately, there isn’t a shortage of motherfuckers out there that truly deserve to die. My specialty is child molesters, abusers, rapists, and killers—I don’t discriminate. Men or women, it means nothing to me. Evil is evil and it’s not my kind of evil, so it must be destroyed.

My skills are allowing me access to disturbing corners of the dark web and even though the authorities are monitoring a lot of these places as well, I know that they don’t have the skills or the resources to do anything about most of these people. Most of the time I don’t want them to anyway. I want them all to myself. I want to carve their fucking hearts out and sink my teeth into them while they take their last breaths, watching me.

I can’t help but smile. Funny how Suki has an affinity for blood as well.

When I heard her in the woods, when she sang that delicious siren song for the first time, this is not what I imagined. This is not where I thought I would be.

A switch was flipped inside of me, and I’m not sure where I stand anymore. I still have the debilitating urge to destroy her fucking soul and claim it as mine. Only… she seems to be relinquishing to me the few slithers left of her soul anyway, but she’s not surrendering it. No. She’s giving me access to it. To enjoy it, play with it, rip and sew it back together, all while reveling in the pleasure and pain I bestow on her.

I wanted to give her only pain, because before her I was never interested in anything more. With all the women before her, I never gave a fuck enough to focus on the pleasure pain could bring, they drew the pleasure themselves, but I never offered it. But with Suki… I’m definitely fucking offering it.

Her demons demand pleasure from me, challenge me, threaten me in ways I don’t think she even realizes. Her actions scream “no”, but her eyes, her eyes burn with an indescribable fire and her demons dominate with an immovable force, challenging me for more. She’s forcing her mind to scream “no” as well and it creates this delicious combination of opposite forces fighting for a goal I’m not sure she’s conscious of. Two parts of her opposing a third that’s more powerful than the others.

No matter how much she tries to oppose, her flesh betrays her. With every touch, every push and pull, every violent finger fucking, it yields, and her body language changes. I wonder when her mind will yield as well.

I realize I’ve been grinning like an idiot and too much time has passed since I’ve been standing in the middle of my office, thinking of the fucking vixen staying in my spare bedroom.

Funny. It’s all so fucking funny, and I can’t help the deeply satisfying feeling settling in my core.

I power up my system and get to work. I need to find everything there is to know about Adrien and get an update from the sheriff.

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