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I lean up, pressing a kiss to his jaw. “Make me forget, Conner. Please.”
Chapter Thirty
Conner
"K, you really need to rest." I force the words out through clenched teeth, knowing that my refusal to do what she wants is going to hurt her.
"Please," she begs again, her eyes boring into mine. I can see the fear she admitted to feeling only seconds ago and I wish I could take it away and make it my own.
Kennedy stares into my eyes, silently pleading with me.
"What are you doing to me, babe?" I whisper, lowering my lips to hers. She opens for me almost immediately and my tongue sweeps into her mouth.
I pull her tighter into my body, ensuring as much of our skin is touching as possible. My cock swells as her tiny hand slides down my back until she grabs my ass, but I ignore it. As much as I might want to take her right now, I know I can’t.
She’s exhausted, in pain. She must be fucking traumatized after everything that happened.
“I need you, Conner. I only ever need you,” she whispers once our kiss ends.
“And I only need you, K. Always. But right now, you need to rest.”
“But—”
“K, listen to me.” I cup her jaw with my hand, forcing her to look into my eyes. “I want you, I want you so fucking badly, I’m sure you can feel that. But right now, I’m going to do the right thing. What you’ve been through… fuck, K. You’re so fucking brave, so fucking strong. I’m in total awe of you. I didn’t think it was possible for me to love you any more, but fuck, I think I do.”
“Con—”
“No,” I breathe, sliding the pad of my thumb over her lips. “Don’t second guess any of this. I don’t care about any of that. Everything I’ve told you, it’s the truth. It doesn’t matter what happened. It’s all in the past. This is us now. Me and you. And you never need to worry that I don’t want you.”
“But I need—”
“I know what you need, K. I always know what you need.”
I lean closer and gently brush my lips to hers. They’re so dry and cracked, I don’t want to hurt her even more than she already is, but when her hand grips onto the back on my neck and presses me harder to her, I lose my fight and slip my tongue past her lips.
“Conner,” she sighs into my mouth, and my heart damn near explodes in my chest.
“I’m right here, babe, and I’m going nowhere.”
I kiss across her jaw and down her neck. Goose bumps race across her skin as I graze my fingers down her body to her ass, pulling us tighter together, ensuring she feels just how much she affects me.
Unable to totally resist her demands, my hand slides across her stomach and down between her thighs. “Always so wet for me,” I groan, slipping two fingers inside her.
She gasps as I stretch her open. “Conner.” Her back arches as her head presses deeper into the pillow.
“You need to escape for a few minutes. Who am I to deny that? I’ll always give you what you need, K. Always.”
I drop my lips back to hers and slide my tongue into her mouth as I push deeper inside her.
Swallowing her moans of pleasure, I lose myself in her kiss, in the warmth of her body against mine.
Kennedy’s fingers thread through my hair, her nails gently scratching at my scalp as her body begins to tremble with her release.
“Come for me, K,” I whisper against her lips.
Her body stills as her orgasm hits her. It’s the only sign she gives me as no noise leaves her mouth.
I startle when I pull back and find tears trickling down her cheeks, but her lips pull up into a wide smile and I relax once more.
