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My skin prickles with the chill and my body demands I return to the warmth, that I return to her.
Rachel turns around, displaying her red and swollen eyes. Her bottom lip quivers and she stares up at me with glistening eyes. “I’m so sorry,” she sobs while tears cascade down her cheeks towards her naked breasts. I watch the tears mix with the shower water, watch them drip down her naked body and pool at the bottom of the tub. I concentrate on the water, for if I don’t, I know I will lose myself in her.
And I can’t.
I can’t allow myself to forgive her so easily.
Even though I want to.
Rachel wipes at her eyes. Her sniffles are masked by the sound of water spraying from the shower head. I wait for her to leave, but she doesn’t. If she’s not going to leave, then I will. There’s no way she can really think displaying her body to me will make me forgive her.
But forgive her for what?
She didn’t kiss Alex. He kissed her. She didn’t lie to us. She didn’t lie to me. Her answer was truthful, albeit painful. It’s not like she doesn’t care about us. She possibly wants to bring another man to the group.
But how will that affect us?
“I’m so sorry, Lucas,” Rachel says, her voice quivering. She continues wiping the tears from her eyes and the look of it breaks my heart. “You know I love you. I will always love you. Please, don’t-”
It’s impossible. I can’t stay mad at her. Grabbing her hand, I gently tug her towards me. Her body comes willingly, fitting against mine like a perfect set of gloves. Her head rests against my shoulder and she sobs against me as I cradle her to me. This is dumb. I know it is, but I love her so much. I want to make this work, and if it means allowing another man into our lives, then so be it.
What is that saying? If you love someone, let them go, or something like that.
“Lucas.” Rachel pushes away from me, her head tilting upwards.
Her hair is soaked and matted to her back. Her swollen eyes stare up at me, eyes that are such a pale green from the tears still slipping from them. I stroke her hair away from her face, unable to stop myself from touching her. Her nipples become erect from the chill of not being in the water and they press against mine, igniting electricity through my being before pooling into a boiling pit at my core. My cock hardens, my body awakening to the woman in my arms.
“You have to know-” Rachel starts, but I seize her lips, silencing whatever she’s about to say.
I don’t want to talk about this anymore. I don’t want to think. All I want is her. Her in my arms. Her body arching against mine. Her nails digging into my skin. My tongue enters her mouth, finding her hot and wanting. She meets me halfway, her tongue stroking against mine, her teeth lightly grazing against me, making me moan. I shift our bodies so she’s pressed up against the wall. My body buries against her. My cock presses against her leg, the tip pushing and seeking, wanting more. My hands stroke up and down her arms, my fingers kneading her shoulders. Her body feels smooth, like silky putty in my fingers. I can’t stop touching her. All I want is more.
I break away from her, gasping while trying to regain my breath. My forehead nuzzles hers. Her breath touches my lips, my nose, and I close my eyes, enjoying the sensation.
“Rachel,” I murmur. “I love you. You never need to worry about my affections for you.”
Her arms circle around my neck. Her fingers stroke my hair and my eyes open. I gaze down at her, loving her swollen lips, her green eyes, her freckles that dot the bridge of her nose. She stares up at me lovingly, as if I’m the only one in this world for her. My heart swells and my head becomes dizzy. With one look she has turned me into a lovesick dog. She has made me drunk on her affections. She’s like a drug I’ll never be able to get out of my system.
“I know you care about me,” I continue. I press a kiss against her forehead, savoring the taste of her skin against my lips. “I know you wouldn’t lie to me or do anything to hurt me.”
“I would never,” Rachel rushes out. “I will always be honest with you. With all of you.”
I kiss her cheek, the bridge of her nose. “I won’t stand in your way. If you want to figure things out with Alex, I won’t hold you back. Just be honest with me.”
“Always.”
Her hands slide up my hair, and I lean into the touch. She goes up on her tiptoes and presses her lips against mine. I moan. I let go of everything I had been holding on to and concentrate on this kiss, on her, naked and before me. She arches into me while I bite her bottom lip, enjoying the gasp reaching my ears. I rub my cock against her, my hand moving to her front. I palm her breast, massaging it. Her thigh nudges my aching and twitching dick. She tentatively grabs it, squeezing lightly before releasing me. Her finger strokes my tip, paying extra attention on the sensitive skin at the top.
My mouth breaks away from hers, and I kiss a path down her neck and towards her breasts, lightly biting her nipple before taking it in my mouth. I suck lightly, my eyes flicking up and watching her head lean against the shower’s white walls. Her leg raises to my hip, pulling me closer to her. I grab it and hold her against me as my body thrusts against hers. My muscles tense, aching for more of her, demanding to be buried deep inside her. Her hands stroke through my hair, keeping me still at her breast while I continue tormenting her. I watch her head toss back and forth, her leg tightening around me.
“Lucas,” she breathes. “Please.”
I know exactly what she wants. With one last suck, I continue kissing down her body. Her leg on my hip lowers while I slip to my knees. My mouth halts at her womanhood. My fingers brush against her lips, nudging themselves inside to stroke her clit. I hear her sharp intake of breath and my fingers stall. My gaze returns to her. She’s staring down at me. Her teeth bite into her bottom lip. I know she’s waiting, yearning for my mouth. My knuckles stroke against her once more and her lips part, releasing a soft moan. The sound makes my cock twitch, but I tell myself to wait.
I lean forward and brush my tongue against her. Her hands seize my head. Her fingers dig into my scalp as I stroke her clit once more with my tongue. She gasps. Her body trembles as I continue my torment, relishing in the taste of her. I push a finger inside her, nearly moaning when I feel how wet and tight she is. Her body is sucking me in. It wants for more, and I feel my cock leaking, demanding I give in and give her exactly what she wants. I thrust another finger inside her. My movements become more desperate. I want her kneeling and gasping and begging for me, but I’m losing control. My tongue envelopes her, sucks her. Her body thrusts against me.
“Lucas!” Rachel shouts.
I growl and quickly move to my feet. My wet body slides against hers. My mouth takes hers again, pushing my tongue sloppily into her and silencing her moans. I grab her leg and nudge my cock near her entrance. I can’t wait any longer. My fingers still remember how her pussy sucked on them and my cock is greedy with desire. I prime myself near her entrance. My hands tighten on her hips. Slowly, I push myself inside as I continue fucking her mouth with my tongue.
