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“Those are the rules,” I said, biting my lip as I turned my head to gaze out at the distance. I thought of Pierre, and Tara, and my mom. My life was severed into two—a vicious cycle so filled with love and hate it could’ve been a Shakespearian rendition. My inner circle, people I cared about, wouldn’t accept my behavior if it had come from anyone else but myself.
I couldn’t ignore that side of myself, the side that was screaming outthis isn’t right.
This isn’tyou.
But I’d agreed to this. At some point in my past, this is what I’d wanted. I had to follow through.
“Actually,” I said, sucking in a deep breath as I took his hands in mine. “It’s whatever I want.”
I yanked him forward. His lips crashed against mine, and I could feel him squirming to get away from me. Instead of relenting, I sunk my tongue deeper into his mouth, put all my weight into that one, deep kiss before pulling away.
I wiped my arm across my mouth. Leo stared at me, frozen like a statue caught seconds before getting rammed to the curb by a passing car on the freeway.
Here was the thing.
I might’ve agreed to that little contract of give and take—but just because I didn’t make up all the rules didn’t mean I had to follow them blindly. Elliot and his crew could pretend I was their plaything all they wanted, but I was done succumbing to the stereotype they’d created of myself. They may have drawn those bounds, but I’d surpass them. I wanted to be in control.
This time, I would be.
“Is that whatyouwanted?” I asked, dragging my tongue along the rim of my lip, tilting my head to the side. “Because that’s what I wanted.”
I replaced my arms over his shoulders, holding him there.
“Or was it this?”
I ground my hips up against his and immediately felt a reaction—hard.
Looking up to meet his gaze, I smirked, finding his expression still struck frozen, like he’d been flashed by a ghost.
Yup. I’d stay two steps ahead of him.
“I—” Leo gulped. It was the first time I’d ever seen him at a loss for words, and it only made my smile spread wider. “I thought you were a virgin.”
“And?” I almost spat back. “That could end at any time, couldn’t it?”
He opened and closed his mouth a couple times before letting out a nervous laugh. “Then I guess that makes two of us.”
I stared at him.
“Wow,” I said, backing up for a second, putting my hands on my hips as I turned around, and ran a hand through my hair. Then I turned back to face him. “I don’t give a fuck.”
With that, I grabbed him by his shoulder with one hand, and moved the other to his ass. I couldn’t help giggling a bit as I squeezed it, finding it firm, round like some fucking balloon. For me, it wasn’t about the sex. It wasn’t about the superficial transaction of my body for his protection. This was the first time in many ways, but most of all, it was my first time I was dominating my dominator. And it felt good.
I smashed my lips back onto his, my teeth tugging at his lip.
“Damn,Silver,” Leo breathed, breaking the kiss just long enough so that our lips brushed together as he spoke. “I didn’t know you were this thirsty.”
“Shut up,” I whispered, taking his hands in mine again. I moved them to my shirt. “Make yourself busy.”
Lifting my shirt just high enough, I let him slip his hands over the curve of my bra, and shuddered as his cool fingers made contact with the skin just beyond the fabric. He paused for a moment as he looked into my eyes, as if waiting for the okay to continue.
“What are you waiting for?” I reached down to unbutton his pants. “I got somewhere to be, just so you’re aware.”
I felt his pants tighten between my fingertips as his own hands moved over the mounds of my breasts, carefully squeezing, massaging them,feelingthem like he was fumbling through the dark to find his way. I’d already undid his fly, and the bulge of his dick pressed through his boxers.
I pulled down the elastic slow enough to irritate him. He put more pressure on my breasts, dipped his head to my collarbone, and began sucking lightly at my skin. His blonde curls were soft against my skin, and his cheek was warm against my own neck, slick with sweat.
Just as I was about to go in for his dick, I felt something vibrate in my pocket.
