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I wait for the panic to hit me. I hold my breath as I anticipate the flashbacks of all the men in my life who were rough with me. But they don’t come. I can’t be scared when I’m gazing into the bright violet eyes of a man that I love and trust with my life. He has me locked in his stare and never looks away as he makes me his.

I never imagined I would like such a dominant lover, but Illren makes me feel so desired that I lose myself to the moment with him. And when we’ve both had as much as we can take, he scoops me into his arms and lies with me on the bed. We’re sweaty and out of breath, but I’ve never felt so sated and so at peace. Illren holds me in his arms, and I lay my head on his chest. “Thank you, Illren,” I murmur.

Understanding what my thanks is for, he pushes my sweaty hair away from my face and takes my lips before saying, “You can conquer your fear if you will just try, and you will be happier for it.”

I snuggle against him. “I am happy. Happier than I ever thought I could be.” And that’s the truth. I couldn’t be happier if I tried. My heart is as full as it possibly could be.

We lie there for another moment until I finally remember the other men who are probably waiting on dinner for us. “We should get up. I’m surprised the guys haven’t barged in on us already, demanding we come eat.”

Illren gives me a look. “They wouldn’t dare.”

I chuckle. He’s probably right about that.

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