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Monroe hugs his arms around the two of us. “Aw, Knox-baby. I always knew you thought I was beautiful.”

It’s my turn to laugh hysterically like the hyena he teased me of being. “You guys are too much.”

I devour their playfulness, loving every second of it. It’s far too easy for them to be broody and serious that I’ve only ever seen them loosen up at the Bella. So, seeing them act like this here warms my heart and gets me good.

“And you like it.” Sawyer appears in the doorway, sporting the tiniest speedo I’ve ever seen in my life.

My mouth drops open, and I shift from my vanity table and stand. I give Sawyer a slow, long once-over, drinking in the sight of his muscular body on full display. He flexes his muscles, showing off as if he’s about to perform, and I can’t stop the laughter bubbling from my mouth.

“Damn. I don’t know whether I should be jealous that the world is going to see you like this or if I should rush you, jump into your arms, and devour you. I was not expecting you to be wearing that.” I fan myself and stroll closer, circling him as if he’s about to become my prey.

Silence falls through the dressing room, and Monroe and Knox stare at us in anticipation like we might put on some freaky-ass, hot performance for them. And who knows? We might. Boundaries currently don’t exist between the four of us. Not with having to share a room. I think they’re all waiting for me to make a move before they try anything in front of each other. I don’t know whether or not I should. What if it turns into something weird? What if they start becoming jealous? I’m not sure I’m ready to invite all of them to participate in anything sexual with me. But it has crossed my mind. Is that wrong? I honestly don’t know. I don’t know how they feel apart from them wanting to be with me despite having to share.

“Hayley, what are you doing? I’m not sure what’s going through your mind, but whatever it is...I need you to say something.” Sawyer touches my cheek, and I realize that I had stopped in front of him while lost in my thoughts. I don’t move or speak, probably looking freaky as I stare at his abs without truly looking at him. He’s going to think I’m so spacey.

I force my lips to smile. “Sorry. Your body kind of hypnotized me for a second.”

“Damn. Now I need to up my game. I want your brain to turn to mush in front of me.” Monroe comes up behind me and hugs me, resting his chin on my shoulder.

His words knock some sense back into me, and I spin and cup his cheeks. Standing on my tiptoes, I kiss him, purposely smearing my lipstick across his mouth. If I was performing at Vampire Nights, my makeup wouldn’t budge. I think this cheap stuff is purposeful. Lawrence wants the performers to start off nice and then to finish looking like a wreck.

“There’s no need. I love seeing my lipstick all over you.” Turning on the balls of my feet, I look in Knox’s direction. “What about you? Do you want to know what it’s like to be kissed and devoured by Violent Violet?”

I don’t know what gets into me. Maybe the nerves of the upcoming fight. Maybe the fact that I feel so good in this moment. All I know is that I shed my hesitation, needing to give all three of them the attention they crave. It’s something I imagine Violent Violet doing. She’s a tough badass and unafraid of any vampires with a desire to devour every man in her path.

Knox raises his eyebrow, realizing I’ve gone from being Hayley to turning into my stage persona. “It all depends. Are you sure you can handle me, vixen?”

“You should be asking if she can handle all of us,” Monroe says, grabbing my hand, spinning me back toward him. “Because I can’t get enough of her right now. I fucking love your playfulness, little bird. It’s rare to see you like this, and I need more.”

“Careful.” Sawyer joins the three of us and traces his finger along my jaw. “She’s a bit mysterious right now. You don’t know what to expect. If you push her...”

I shiver under his words. “I need you to push me. I need you to stop being so careful with me. I can handle it. I can handle all of you.”

My body hums with my words as I slide out from in between them. I don’t know how they take my comment, but I hope they realize I’m okay with anything. I don’t want things to be weird. I just want things to be normal between us all. I want things to be open. I don’t want to feel nervous all the time.

“We know you can handle us, but the question is if you want to. I need you to speak up and tell me what it is you want and what you feel you need, Hayley. I’ll never make assumptions with you as much as I want to right now. Because the way you just said what you said...fuck. You want us all, and I’m okay with that.” Knox licks his lips and shifts his gaze to Monroe and Sawyer. “I don’t know about these fuckers, though.”

I can’t stop the smile from crossing my lips. Sawyer and Monroe don’t say anything for a moment, thinking about what I said, and Knox confirmed.

Nerves bunch in my stomach, but I try not to let it faze me. I know they don’t intentionally not respond. They’re just careful. I think they want to hear more of what I have to say instead of assuming that Knox is right.

Talking has never been my strong suit, so I suck in a breath, gather my confidence, and close the space to Knox. Linking my fingers to the front of his shirt, I surprise him by pulling it up and over his head. Showing him is easier.

“You assumed right. I feel because the situation has changed, my boundaries changed as well. I don’t need you guys separately. I think I’m comfortable with showing you affection in front of each other. Like this.” I kiss Knox on his peck and work my way down, gliding my tongue along the middle of his abs until I get to my knees. I don’t know where this comes from, but I realize how much I like this part of me. I love how I feel in this moment. All three of them watch me, their gazes smoldering over me with all their hot intensity. They want to see how far I take things. I want to find out for myself as well.

Unfastening Knox’s belt, I pull it off and drop it to the floor. Tipping my head back, I stare at his heavy-lidded gaze. “I mean, if you’re all okay with it. I want you all to be comfortable and happy. It just isn’t about me. You’re all mine.”

Monroe shifts on his feet, his muscles rippling with his movements. “I’m down to see where this goes. What about you, Sawyer? Are you cool? I think our girl needs to hear it.”

“I’m good. I just want to see exactly what Hayley means.” Sawyer moves closer. “I won’t lie, though. I wish I were Knox right now. This is just like that first night.”

“Except this time, Hayley might let you watch.” Knox combs his fingers through my hair, pulling it out of my face.

His words excite me on a level I had no idea I’d enjoy. Because I know how sexy they think I am, and they don’t care who I kneel in front of as long as I like what I’m doing.

I don’t respond to him and unfasten Knox’s button and slide the zipper down. My heart races with excitement, knowing that none of them will protest. And for once, this is on my terms. I can keep going, or I can change my mind. I don’t have to worry about the consequences of what can happen if I don’t. Because there are no consequences between us. There are only rewards. And I want to reward them all.

Knox moans as I reach my hand into his pants and pull out his hard-on, stroking it. Our eyes lock in a stare, and I lick my lips and glide my tongue from his balls all the way up his shaft until I swirl it around his tip. But I don’t suck him into my mouth. Instead, I reach out and grab onto Monroe. He inhales a small breath, his body tensing as he straightens his back. I leave Knox’s cock just pointing out and get Monroe to come closer. I unbuckle his belt next, letting it hang on his pants. The three of them watch me as I do the same with him as I did Knox, and I pull his cock out and stroke it while working his tip.

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