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I hum against his lips, keeping my weight off him while I rest on my knees. “I know things have been hard, but you need to agree with my decision. I have something I need to tell you.”
He stiffens beneath me and eases away to peer into my eyes. His ice-blue gaze searches my face, capturing me in his stare as if he can pull the words out of me.
I’m just not sure how to tell him. Or what to tell him, really. He could very well be the father of my baby. I believe Mirabel when she says that I could’ve been pregnant before I transformed. It’s the only explanation as to how Chase and I...I can’t think about it.
“Oh, Eliana.” Kellan’s eyes widen as he listens to my thoughts. I guess I should’ve known better. It’s hard to keep things to myself, especially around him. My wolf probably purposely allowed him to listen because I just didn’t know how to say the words out loud.
“It was a surprise. I didn’t expect this to happen because I have a human world birth control.” I lean forward and rest my head on the pillow beside his, breaking our stare. I’m afraid. What if he freaks out? It may not even be his.
“This is incredible news, Eliana. You do not have to be afraid of my reaction. Even if it’s not mine, it doesn’t matter. I’m your soulmate. I’ve already come to terms that you would never be fully mine. I’m not an alpha, after all. You need an alpha. As a lone wolf, I can’t give us everything we need. It takes a pack.” He strokes his fingers along my back, absently trying to soothe me.
“That’s what people keep saying. I just...why an alpha? Why can’t I be the alpha that I need? Women do it all the time in the human world. We can raise children just fine alone.” I don’t know why I make the comment, but I hate feeling like I’m not capable of something.
“I’m sure you can, but I don’t want you to. You shouldn’t have to. We will work this out. You’ve already bowed to Ravi anyway. It’ll be a little awkward for you at first, considering he’s going to be obsessed about it, but I think we will be okay. He agreed to let me stay on his territory.” Kellan grazes his fingers over my cheek, getting me to sit back up.
I tighten my jaw. “I told you. We’re not staying. I don’t want to raise children on this cursed island. And I want you to come with me. Please.”
“You know I’ll follow you anywhere, but we need a plan in case that never happens.” Kellan forces his lips to smile, and I can tell he doesn’t have the same faith I do in the universe. Maybe it’s because he has been pushed down and forced to bow at others’ feet all his life. Maybe it’s because he doesn’t think he deserves power or is strong enough to ever be an alpha. Whatever it is, I need to change it with him. He doesn’t have to be an infraborne. We can be equals.
“You make me want to prove you wrong,” I say, stroking my fingers through his hair. Leaning down, I kiss him again. I don’t want to talk anymore about what happens next. We can’t really make plans until the others can join us.
“I hope you do, my love. With everything in my being. I want to be wrong.” The truth of his words radiates through me, and I kiss him again, opening myself up to him to let him feel the hope coursing through me. I was afraid I’d never see the others again, but I know they will be here soon. I know they’ll find me. Slater will make it work.
“Good. Now, let me take care of you. Where does it hurt? I hear kisses make anything feel better.” I smile against his mouth with my words, breaking away to brush my lips over his jaw and down his throat.
The simple act is enough to set me off, and warmth builds between my legs. I’m so happy to be with Kellan again. It’s as if all the pain and heartache melts away. It feels as if my soul calls to him. I just want to feel complete. I want to feel the pleasure that comes with this bond and with our connection.
He releases a moan at my thoughts and sits up, grabbing at my shirt to pull it over my head. He drinks me in with his gaze, trailing his fingers down my clavicle until he can cup my bare breasts, rolling my hard nipples between his fingers. I moan and grab at his shirt, pulling it off him next. Bruises and scrapes pepper his body, and I kiss a blackish-blue spot on his shoulder.
“I’m already feeling so much better,” he whispers, drawing his fingers down my torso to where he grazes them along the waistband of my too big shorts. I ease my body up, giving him silent permission to continue, and he slides his hand between my legs, feeling exactly what he does to me. His fingers part my body, and he rubs a circle over my clit before dipping his finger inside me, building pressure with his hand.
And damn. I want more. I need more.
I crash my mouth to his, kissing him deeper as I lift my body up and pull off the rest of my clothes. He rolls me over onto my back and brings his mouth to my nipples, sucking each of them. I arch my spine and grab at his shorts, pulling them down just far enough that I can lace my fingers around the hardness of his erection. I stroke him, listening to his breathing pick up and to the sound of his moans as he shimmies lower and out of my reach. His soft lips scorch across my torso as he works his way down my body, kissing each of my hips until he reaches my pelvis. Gliding his tongue down, he slowly makes his way between my legs until he reaches the spot he’s looking for, igniting ecstasy through me.
I grab onto the blankets, letting him take control. He positions my legs on his shoulders, not even caring that he’s injured and aching from being beaten. I don’t feel his pain anymore. I can only feel his desire and pleasure and need to be with me. Right now, I’ll give him anything he wants. Anything he desires.
He digs his fingers into my ass cheeks and lifts my body up more until I’m half curled in on myself and he can watch my face. I bite my lip between my teeth and comb my fingers through his hair, squirming and wiggling under the pressure of his mouth and how incredible it feels.
A growl escapes his lips, and the noise vibrates over my body, striking me in the clit enough to set off an orgasm. I gasp and yank his hair, feeling as if my body will float away at any second.
“Oh, goddess, I could just taste you all day.” Kellan kisses my thigh, working his way back up until he’s on top of me.
I smile and kiss his neck, guiding his body to align with mine. I want him so badly, it’s all I can think about. My body aches in anticipation. My heart hammers, and I feel as if I’ll die if I don’t experience the pleasure he brings me.
A soft groan comes from the other side of the door, and I inhale a breath at the sound of Tristan. He’s waiting outside, probably commanded to do so by Slater, and it makes me feel a little bit bad that he can’t help listening in on us. No...not bad. Actually, I love the way he sounds, feeding on the desire that radiates through the room.
Kellan’s muscles ripple, and he meets my gaze, his lips puffing with his heavy breathing. “You want to invite him in. I can feel it. You don’t want to leave him out.”
His comment sends another shockwave of lust through me, and I flick my gaze away to look at the door. Is that crazy? He sounds so calm about it. I should feel awkward. But I’m just so damn horny right now.
“It’s okay if you want to. Whatever makes this perfect for you. I know your heart and soul crave more than just me. You want your pack. You deserve your pack. Why don’t you just invite him in, and he can help me.” Kellan grips the blankets with his fingers, getting me to turn away from the door and back to him.
Am I about to have a threesome? If Tristan agrees, I am. Who knew I’d want such an adventure? The only time anyone has ever wanted a threesome with me was with another woman, but that was always about my old clients. This is different. This is about me. About my pack. About what these guys I’ve bonded with want too.
“It’s settled,” Kellan murmurs, shifting off me and linking my fingers through his. I don’t even have to speak for him to know what’s on my mind. I never thought I would appreciate such a thing until now. Because I’m nervous to say the words out loud. I’m anxious to open myself up this way, but I want to so desperately.
“Tristan, our beautiful she-wolf desires to have you join us. Will you come in?” Kellan raises his voice loud enough to hear through the door.
