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Grace sighed, “I wish that Archer was here too,” she admitted. Jon stopped touching her and took a step back, making her instantly regret her words. She wasn’t about to lie to Jon, and he asked what she would change if she could. Grace just hoped that her honesty didn’t just cost her a hot night in bed with a man that she had wanted for a long time. Grace wanted them both. She loved them both and that thought scared her, but it was her truth—she was strong enough to admit it now.
“I’m sorry Jon. You asked and well, I won’t be anything but honest with you. Losing Archer broke me, and I will never be the same without him. I wish I could change the way things ended with him, but I can’t. I miss him every day, but his leaving has made me stronger, bolder even. I won’t sit back and let life just happen around me anymore. I want you both, and I won’t pretend that I don’t.”
She stood in place, afraid to move and scared that if she took off the blindfold, she would end their night together. Grace was hopeful that her honesty wouldn’t change Jon’s mind. She felt his hand run up her thigh and couldn’t help her smile. She reached down, to find him kneeling in front of her, and ran her fingers through his hair. Grace could feel his hot breath on her pussy, through her lacy panties, and she held her breath in anticipation of Jon’s next move. He gently nudged her back until she felt the mattress hit the back of her legs. She got onto the bed, just as he pulled the panties to the side and parted her wet folds to run his tongue over her throbbing clit.
“Yes,” she hissed. “Yes, please.” Her body bucked off the bed and she knew that it wouldn’t take much for her to explode. She wanted to move but his big hands were holding her hips against the bed, forcing her to take every ounce of pleasure he was giving her.
“Jon, please,” she begged.
“What do you need baby?” he asked. Grace stopped moving, her brain felt foggy, and her body was on edge, but the man between her legs didn’t stop licking and sucking her pussy when Jon asked his question. Jon’s voice sounded as if it was coming from across the room, not from whoever was between her legs.
“Jon?” she asked. Grace sat up and tried to scramble away from whoever was still eating her pussy, but he banded his arms around her thighs, not letting her escape. She reached for the blindfold but stopped short at the order that Jon barked at her.
“Don’t Gracie,” he growled from across the room. “You’re safe, honey. I wouldn’t let anything happen to you, neither of us would.” Grace reached down to touch the head of the man between her legs. He had stopped licking her as if waiting for her to agree to Jon’s order. She ran her hands over the man’s face and realized that she was getting everything she had ever wanted. Jon and Archer were giving Grace her wildest dreams and all she had to do was agree to let them.
“Archer,” she cried.
“Yeah, babe. It’s me,” he said. His voice cracked with emotion, and she wasn’t sure if she wanted to be mad as hell at him, or if she wanted to pull him into her arms and thank him for coming back to her. “I know we have a lot to talk about Grace, and I want to tell you everything. But, for now, just let Jon and I love you.” His voice was almost a whisper and Grace could hear all the same pain, that she felt, in her husband’s voice.
“Gracie, just give us a chance, and then we will explain everything,” Jon begged. He sat on the bed next to her and pulled her in for a kiss. “Please,” he whispered. She felt the bed dip, on her other side, and Archer took his turn kissing her.
“Just say yes, Grace. This is the way it should have always been we are just righting a wrong,” Archer said. He was right, it was the way things should have always been. It was what she always secretly hoped for, even dreamed of, but was too scared to ask for. Not anymore though—she was ready to take what she wanted, finally.
“Yes,” she breathed against Archer’s lips. He moaned and pulled her blindfold off, allowing her to see the two of them. Grace blinked against the dimly lit room and found both men sitting on either side of her, just as she imagined.
“Hi,” Archer whispered, smiling at her. He nearly took her breath away; he was so beautiful. “I missed you so much, baby.” His voice broke with emotion. “I was just so confused,” he admitted. Archer smiled over at Jon, reaching across her body to take his hand, and finally, her entire existence seemed to make complete sense.
“You and Jon?” she whispered. “How long has this been going on Archer?” she asked, with a little more heat than she intended. The thought of her husband cheating on her hurt, even if it was with the same man that she wanted.
“No Gracie, it’s not like that.” Jon soothed. “Well, it is like what you are thinking, but we haven’t done anything—not yet, not without you.” She couldn’t help but breathe out her sigh of relief. “We are doing a shitty job of explaining all of this. Archer?” They both looked over to Archer as if he had all the answers. She giggled when he shrugged, realizing that for the first time in their adult lives, Archer was just as clueless as she and Jon were. Archer was the person in their little group who would always have a solution figured out to their problem before they even knew there was a problem, to begin with.
“Well, how about you start from the beginning, Archer?” she asked. “Why did you just leave me?” Her voice cracked with the still-raw emotions that she didn’t allow herself to work through. Doing so would have meant that she had to admit that her husband walked away from her, abandoning her, leaving her so easily. She wasn’t ready to admit defeat and now, with them both sitting in front of her, touching her, wanting her; she was only more confused.
“I’ve been in love with Jon since we were in high school. I was never brave enough to do anything about it. We decided that we worked better as friends and everything was going fine until we both met you,” Archer whispered. Grace gasped and drew back from Archer’s touch as if he had physically slapped her. Did he mean that meeting her ruined their friendship? That was the last thing she ever wanted to do.
“Let him finish, Gracie,” Jon growled. She nodded and patiently waited for Archer to continue.
“When Jon realized that we were dating the same woman in college, I asked him if he’d be willing to put you between us. It seemed like a viable option since you admittedly wanted us both,” Archer said.
Grace nodded enthusiastically, “I still do,” she agreed. They both chuckled at her, and she could feel her cheeks heat.
“Good to know, baby,” Archer whispered and gifted her with a scorching kiss. Her body was already so on edge, from the way that he kissed her girl parts, she was ready to get past the sharing feelings portion of the night and get right to the part where they put her between them.
Archer must have been able to read her mind. “One step at a time,” he said. Grace whimpered and Jon banded his arms around her middle.
“It will be worth the wait, sweetheart,” Jon whispered in her ear. She knew that he was right, they were both worth waiting for. Hell, she had waited years for this to happen between them, a few more minutes wouldn’t hurt her.
“Jon didn’t want to hurt our friendship, that was why he said no to sharing you, Grace,” Archer continued.
“I was afraid that putting you between us would cause a rift in our friendship. I wanted both you and Archer, but I was worried what everyone else would think about the three of us being together and not about what my own heart needed. I need you both, Gracie,” Jon said, wrapping her tighter in his arms. She loved the feel of him, the way he seemed to need to touch her just as much as she needed for him too.
“So, we did the next best thing and asked you to choose between us. It was only fair to let you decide since we were both in love with you. We knew that one of us would be heartbroken, but we thought we’d be able to pick up the pieces and move on,” Archer said. “I thought that you choosing me would make not having Jon easier, but it didn’t. Every happy day that we’ve had, I would wonder what it would be like if Jon was with us—you know, really with us?” Grace nodded. She had wondered that so many times, she lost count. Now, if they were going to be honest about everything, the three of them might stand a chance to finally have what they all had been secretly longing for.
“I’m sorry that I wasn’t honest with you, Grace. Hell, I wasn’t honest with either of you or myself, for that matter. I don’t want to live the rest of my life wondering what if. I knew that if Jon wasn’t on board with my crazy idea, I’d have to find some way for us to be happy,” Archer took her hand into his own. “I can’t live without you, Grace. Can you ever forgive me for just walking out of your life?”
Grace looked into Archer’s eyes and saw every ounce of pain that she had experienced since he had left, staring back at her, waiting for her to answer. It was a simple one to give, she had already forgiven him. Hearing his story, seeing the lengths that he and Jon went through, to try to make her happy, it was all too much. Grace wiped away a tear that had fallen down her cheek and smiled up at him.
“I forgive you, Arch. I love you both, so much. I’ve wanted this too, but like you, I was too afraid to ask. I didn’t want to hurt you or make you feel as if you were never enough for me,” she whispered. “I wish that this was easier, but we need to find a way for the three of us to be together. Is that even possible?” She looked between the two men that held her heart and hoped that they would have the answers she was looking for.
