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There’s a twinkle in her eyes, which gets brighter. It’s there for me, all for me, and I want it.
Nothing else matters, so I allow instinct to guide me to her lips and kiss her.
I pick her up and carry her to the bed where I feast on her lips and her body.
Lost in the wildness that takes us, she runs a hand over my hair and quickly pulls back. It snaps me from the sexual haze and I stare down at her, seeing that she’s wary because of that first time.
Just now the touch was as sensual as it was that night, but the difference was that I liked it.
It didn’t scare me. What scares me now is her not touching me. I know what that means and I know something has changed in me toward her, but the reckless part of me doesn’t care and wants her too much.
So I take her hand and return it to my head.
The moment her delicate fingers touch me, the beginning of a smile tips the corners of her mouth.
She tries to bite her lips to hide it but fails.
“You’re prettier when you’re smiling.”
“I’m surprised you noticed such a thing.”
“Just shut up and kiss me. You fucking know you want to.”
I return to her lips and she kisses me, taking me deeper down the rabbit hole I dug for myself.
Chapter15
Billie
Look at me, again.
I’m in his arms once more, but this time as we kiss, everything feels different.
Everything sensual that was shoved to the back of my mind has come forward and met the wild sexual haze that usually possesses us when we’re together.
It’s so potent that as he kisses me, a jolt of emotion hits my soul.
I no longer find myself counting down the days until this is over. Instead, I’m thinking about what I’m going to do after, when I’m supposed to leave and this will end.
What if I never feel like this again?
What if I never meet anyone who makes me feel like everything, just with one look.
Chad is not the guy to lose my heart to.
He told me not to fall for him, so what’s happening to me now?
My brain is desperately struggling to hold on to the line I’m not supposed to cross in this arrangement of ours, but my heart is leaping over it headfirst.
I never used to understand when people would say they fell for someone within days, or at first sight, but now I think I do, and that’s not good.
Doing what he’s told me to do has opened up this vortex of wanting him, and I can’t seem to stop myself from falling deeper into the great beyond.
Chad kisses me harder and I allow the desire sweeping through me to guide my actions and my every thought.
I push aside my worries and tug on his shirt. I’ve never seen him shirtless or fully naked before, and I want to.
I loop the white cotton and pull harder, and he follows my meaning.
