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Chapter 19
Meg
It’s been an idyllic few days at the mansion.
Mrs. Simmons has put me to work, seemingly harder than ever. It’s as if she’s silently making me pay for all the adoration I’ve gained from the men.
I wonder how many other maids or members of the staff they’ve bedded. It doesn’t get past me that these guys are playboys. And even though we have a connection and I’m starting to have feelings for them, ultimately I know that it will not last. That it can’t.
Besides, I have my own plan for getting away. I’ve been continuing my nightly research as to where to go when this whole thing is over. Granted, I’m getting in so deep with these guys that it will be hard to leave and even harder to betray them.
But Simon has not let me off the hook for a second. He’s constantly bugging me and threatening me over text. He wants information, and he wants it now.
But the truth is, there’s just nothing to find out. I don’t know where George Belcourt’s will is hidden. I don’t know if it’sevenhidden. And I don’t know what other dirt I can dig up on these guys.
I’m giving Simon all the information I have, but it’s not enough. Nothing is ever enough for him.
Right now, Mrs. Simmons has me clearing out and organizing the storage space in the basement underneath the house. I’m grateful to be alone in the cedar-lined room, where I can collect my thoughts and think about what has happened so far.
I have different feelings for all the guys, but feelings nonetheless. I can’t deny that to myself any longer.
After Ian took me out shopping, and we had that…experience, I find myself constantly thinking about him. I think about his rock-hard cock and how good it felt sliding in and out of me. I want more of him.
I want more of all of them.
Ian is so handsome, with that thick blonde hair and his preppy yet casual attitude. I find myself attracted to men like this, men who have gone to good schools, so I know that they’re very intelligent. I like to hold a conversation with a man; it gets me aroused.
I admire the fact that he’s made something of himself in the city, from the ground up. I know he’s a fantastic lawyer, and I commend the fact that he’s made his own wealth.
Granted, all the guys have, but there’s something uniquely special about Ian that was revealed to me when he took me out the other day. I guess I could just really see myself being with him.
But at the same time, Paul was really something quite special. My time with him was incredible.
The way he dominated me in his bedroom will never leave my thoughts, not for an instant. In fact, I find myself missing it…missing him. He’s the most rugged of all the men, and I think that’s super sexy.
I do my best to organize the storage area and make things look nice, but the whole time, my mind is wandering over to these four brothers.
Paul might’ve made love to me first, but actually, Matt was the first one to kiss me. Hewasthe first one to make a move on me, after all. I was doubting that any of these guys could ever like me until Matt came into the picture.
I’ll never forget that day in the library and how good it felt to be with him. I know he’s packing a giant cock, too, and I’m anxious to get a taste of it.
But then there’s Evan, too. He’s always going out of his way to make me feel comfortable and at home. I know he’s holding back, and I just think the reason is that he wants to respect me. That alone makes me feel good, but of course, I can’t forget the way he planned that special breakfast for me in the garden.
That was one of the most romantic things anybody’s ever done for me. And I’m all for romance right now. I certainly haven’t had enough of it in my life, and Evan makes me eager for more of that—and more of him.
I also haven’t forgotten the way his huge shaft felt under the table.
I wonder when Evan and I will have a chance to make our connection real? I wonder when and where we’ll actually fuck? It’s become a fantasy of mine, to think about how Evan will be with me.
And so, I’m hidden away in the basement, going through wool sweaters and hat boxes and everything. I like this quiet time to try to sort out my feelings. It’s sort of not fair to any of the men that I have such strong feelings for each of them, though in different ways.
In the end, I know that they expect me to choose just one of them to be with. But at this point, I can’t imagine making that decision. I care so deeply about each of them that it would be impossible to choose just one.
Besides, with Simon in the picture, who knows if I’ll ever get to experience my happily ever after?
I finish my sorting work in the basement and make my way upstairs, only to run into Matt.
I’m happy to see his smiling face, because it’s been too long since we’ve connected. I’m wearing my maid’s uniform, and I feel sort of sheepish in front of him. I wish I was in something sexier.
