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“It’s yours,” I whisper. “It could never be anyone else’s.”
“You can’t fucking leave me. Not after…” He slides me off his dick and slams me back down. “My feelings for you are so fucking real, Serena.”
If he tells me he loves me, I’m going to fucking lose it.
I attack his lips, to prevent him from speaking anymore. It isn’t that I don’t want to hear it, it’s that there is so much we need to discuss. It isn’t so simple that we can skip off into the sunset tomorrow. People’s feelings are on the line. Relationships are on the line on both sides. Things could end badly and I know the second we say those three words, it will make letting go so much harder.
It’s pretty goddamn hard already.
“Don’t.” His voice snaps me out of my thoughts, and I see his sad gaze on mine as he slows his thrusts.
“Don’t stop,” I whimper.
“Don’t leave me,” he whispers. “I can’t lose you.” I’m so close to the edge I can almost taste it, and he must feel it because he picks up the pace again. Filling me, stretching me, owning me.
I can’t leave him.
Leaving him means, I’d lose a part of me.
Is that what all this means?
I can see the storms ahead, but I can fare them if it means I get Landon.
Right?
The answer comes in a flash as familiar tingles flood every inch of my body and I begin to shake under the powerful release. “Oh my God,” I cry out as my eyes lose focus and flutter shut. When I open them, my vision is blurry and I feel the tears streaming down my face. “Landon,” I whisper.
“Jesus, I love watching you come,” he grits out as he continues to chase his climax. “It’s like witnessing magic.”
“Come inside me. I want to be full…of you,” I whimper. I’m very aware of every ridge of his cock as he pumps in and out of me. “I want you to explode inside of me, paint my walls with your cum, Landon. Do it…now.”
His hands grip my hips as he pounds mercilessly inside of me, and then he groans out a string of expletives as his cum floods my pussy. I let out a sigh as I watch him fuck me with such determination. His thrusts slow and he sets me onto my feet, pulling my underwear back on and cupping my sex to keep everything inside.
My heart is still racing after just having sex, not only in a public place, but my school library. “Wow,” I whisper, and I look over at him just as he finishes adjusting his pants. He boxes me against the bookshelf that he just fucked me against, his lips so close to mine that I’m breathing in the air he’s breathing out.
“I want this. You and me,” he whispers.
The tears spring to my eyes and I nod in response. “I do too. It’s just…”
“What did Griff say to you?” His voice isn’t demanding or harsh. It’s calm and soothing and it makes me want to crawl into his lap and stay there forever.
I look down and sigh. “Nothing, I didn’t expect. It just reiterated what I already knew: that I’m just going to be another obstacle in fixing your relationship with him.”
“Why don’t you let me handle that?”
“Because I’m afraid of what you’ll do if he asks you to choose.”
“What? You think I’ll choose you over him and eventually resent you for it when I don’t have a relationship with him? I’m a grown man, Serena. I would never blame or resent you for my decisions.”
“No. You can’t choose me, and that will break me.” My lip trembles and he presses his thumb to the skin and rubs it gently.
“Serena, no one is choosing anyone.” Sure, he says that now. But what happens when Griffin tells him he’d be interested in reconciling so long as I’m not in the picture. As if he can hear my words, he continues, “I would never let anyone manipulate me. You’re a part of my life.” He rubs his nose against mine. “A big part of my life.” I don’t respond to his words because it’s easy to say that now. His hands trail up my body and land on my face just before he whispers, “I’m in love with you.”
