Page 19 of Always Been You


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She nods. “It’s uncomfortable when there’s hair.”

I lick my lips and look up at her. “Can I touch you?”

“Yes please.”

“You’ve had an orgasm before, right?” She nods again. “Has anyone ever given you one?” She shakes her head no and my dick hardens even more.

“Fuck, I’m going to give you your first orgasm that you didn’t give yourself?”

She nods. “Well, if you do it right,” she sasses and I almost want to take her over my knee for that comment, but she reaches behind her and unhooks her bra letting it fall to the ground so my mind temporarily goes blank.

Gabrielle Calloway is standing in front of me completely naked. Her nipples are hard and the space between her legs is glistening with her arousal. “I almost don’t know what to do with you.” I tell her honestly before drawing a fist to my mouth. I bite down. Fuck, she is beautiful.

“Well, maybe you could ummm…” She looks nervously around the room. “Go down on me?” she says weakly and I smile immediately at the thought of tasting her, but it’s replaced with a frown as I wonder where this nervousness is coming from.

“Are you nervous?” I ask her as I stand up and begin to circle her. I look over every inch of her gorgeous body, saliva pooling in my mouth at the thought of putting my mouth between her thighs.

“Kind of.”

I grip her chin gently and force her to look at me. “Around me?”

“I’ve never done anything with a guy…it’s a big step even if it is you. Probably bigger because it’s you.”

“We don’t have—”

“No.” She stops. “We have to.” She smiles at me and it almost stops my heart. “For both of our sanities.” She walks over to my bed and hops on it making her tits bounce deliciously and my mouth waters.

“Something tells me after this, you’ll only drive me more insane.” I rub my forehead. “I’m already jealous as fuck any time a man breathes in your direction.”

“So that’s why you were such a dick to Miles?”

“Who?”

“The guy from yesterday.”

I snort. “The fuck? That guy was a douche.”

“So, you said, but I also didn’t realize that was coming from a place of jealousy.”

“Jealous of what?” I tell her as I move towards the bed. I pull my shirt off over my head and let it fall to the floor. “Some dumb jock?”

“No, that he might want to take me out on a date or something.”

She’s right, that shit did make me jealous as fuck. “I’ll take you out on a date, Gab.”

“Oh really?”

I hover over her. “We don’t have to go shouting to all of New York that we’re siblings. To your point, no one knows us here. We can go on a date across town where there’s no chance of running into anyone you or I know and…have a romantic evening,” I tell her. “If that’s what you want.”

“I want you however I can have you.” She scoots her completely naked body up into the pillows and spreads her legs slightly. “James, I really need you.”

“I fucking need you too, baby.” I tell her as I move up the bed. I get up on my knees and look down at her. “But I don’t want you to be pressured into something you’re not ready for.” God knows I’ve wanted this moment for months, but it would kill me if this destroyed her or us. I’m crazy about Gabrielle, but I’m not about to ruin our relationship over it. “Tell me this won’t fuck everything up.”

“You could never pressure me into anything. I know how much you love me, James.” Her eyes well up with tears and she wipes them away before I can do it for her. “I’m so desperate for you, I can’t think straight.” She sits up on her elbows. “To answer your question from earlier, yes there are times I wished I hadn’t been adopted by our family. That I’d met you under different circumstances that didn’t involve us being related. I fantasized about meeting you here in New York. Out at a bar. You’re there for happy hour after work, I’m there after a long day of classes or a final. We talk, we hit it off. We exchange numbers. Or maybe I go home with you. You’re the sexiest man that’s ever paid attention to me, and for one night I want to be wild and spontaneous and have crazy hot sex with the fine as hell guy from the bar.”

In one sentence, she’s called me sexy and fine as hell and while I know women find me attractive, it does something to me that Gabrielle finds me attractive. “Fuck.”

“We’ve fucked under many different scenarios in my mind, James.” She giggles and it makes me smile.

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