Page 21 of Always Been You


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She sits up and rests on her elbows. Her skin is glowing even more than usual and her eyes are bright. My cock is harder than it’s ever been as I drink her in.

“Wow.” Her breathing slows and she averts her gaze from the ceiling to find mine and a huge smile finds her face. “You’re really good at that.”

Hearing her praise fall from her lips, makes me feel prouder than I’ve ever been to give a woman an orgasm. And then somehow, my dick hardens even more remembering that this was her first orgasm from a man.

She pushes herself off her elbows and leans up to press her lips to mine. “Will you show me?”

I move up her body slowly, dragging my tongue up her torso, circling her nipple before I’m hovering over her. “Show you what, angel?”

“What do you like?”

I start to tell her that I’ll like anything she does. That just the mere thought of her mouth on my dick has me ready to come inside my briefs which is something I haven’t done in probably a fucking decade. But then my darker, more sinister side takes over. Whispering thoughts that I should teach her what I want. Teach her what she likes so that she’ll be conditioned to only want it—no, need it from me. It’s selfish, but I’m selfish when it comes to Gabrielle. I want her. All of her. And I know for a fact, I’m never going to be ready to give her up now that I’ve had her.

“I want to suck your dick,” she whispers and my carnal thoughts are interrupted by one of most men’s favorite sentences.

I move to my back and spread my legs so that she can kneel between them. She places her hands on her thighs, almost as if she’s nervous to touch me and waiting for instruction. “Take off my briefs.” I nod at her and lift my hips to give her easier access. She smiles and pulls my briefs agonizingly slowly down my hips. She grazes my cock with her pinky and a wicked smirk finds her face when she sees it twitch. She’s not looking at me which makes this moment even more intense. Her bottom lip is trapped between her teeth and one eyebrow is quirked in the most enticing way.

She throws my underwear behind her off the bed and leans down, resting her weight on her hands as she stares at me, giving me a sheepish grin. “Use my mouth to make you come, James.”

I ball my hands into fists to temper the ache in my cock. “Fuck. You can’t say things like that. It rattles the beast inside of me, and I’m not ready to introduce you to that side of me.”

“Why?”

“Because this is all new to you.”

“But…” She lets out a breath. “You’re not new to me. Your darkness is my darkness. Especially…while we’re here. I want to explore this with you. All of this. And that means learning what you like and what you need. I want to be those things.”

“You’re all I’ve ever fucking needed, Gab.”

She tries to hide the smile, but I see it pulling at her lips and a painful ache spreads in my chest as that nagging thought of where this could possibly go long term sparks. She wants this as bad as I do and navigating this when it’s over is not something I’m prepared for.

I push the thoughts away, knowing that tonight we don’t have to deal with it.

Tonight, I get to fuck her in every way possible.

“Lick the tip,” I instruct her. She wastes no time to lower her head and tease the head of my cock with the tip of her tongue. She licks it lightly once and my eyes slam shut as pleasure courses through my body. She does it again and again and circles the tip and I forget I’m supposed to be instructing her because she seems to know what I want. She moves from the tip and drags her tongue up my shaft before wrapping her lips around the tip and sucking hard. My hand finds her head and I tangle my hand in her tresses.

“Is that okay?” I breathe out, but I’m not totally sure I spoke a coherent sentence.

“Yes.” She mumbles around my cock as she lowers her mouth slowly. I look down and see she’s halfway down before she moves back up and I smile at the thought that she’s trying to deep throat me.

“Don’t force it, angel.”

She pulls back and a trail of spit connects her wet lips to my cock. It twitches at the visual. “I want it to feel good.”

“Your lips are wrapped around my dick, trust me, baby, it feels good.”

She wraps her lips around my dick and goes further this time. She gags and the vibrations send goosebumps all over my arms. She swallows and I think it opens up her throat because she moves even further down.

“Fuuuuuuck me. Jesus Christ, baby.”

She must be struggling with the spit control because I feel wetness all around the base of my cock. She finds her groove, moving up and down my shaft rhythmically. She grips the base and moves up and down with her mouth, fucking me better than anyone ever has. I’ve been exercising restraint up until now but the pending orgasm has my hips jerking and wishing that I could really fuck her mouth.

“Lose control,” she whispers. “You’re holding back.”

I stare at her curiously. “How do you know that?”

“Your muscles are tight. Like you’re exercising restraint.”

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