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Even Torryn was healed and enjoying the night. He and Vanya were sharing a plate and talking, Nyx laughing along with them. It seemed his heroic act had saved his image, and I was glad it had resolved. The tension was getting old, fast. Things were really melding together.
And using my magic today was everything. There were very few times in my life I could openly use it and it was exhilarating. The feel of it taking over, letting the pull lead me to my destination, was life changing. The fact it wasn’t expected, just appreciated, made it even better. Using it here just felt right. And the look on the rest of the pack’s faces when they heard I’d found him was the icing on the cake.
They were all terrified about the ceremony, but I, on the other hand, was excited. They were all idiots if they didn’t think they were mates.How else would I feel a connection to Vanya from the moment I met her?And it wasn’t just some savior complex. It was different than that. She pulled me in just as much as Callum did. They were so different, from looks to their personalities, and yet they both had me from the moment we met. Trust was slower with Vanya, but only because we didn’t have a shared trauma bond. And that only made it sweeter. We got to get to know each other, share laughs and memories, not just fear.
“My turn,” Vanya cut in, sandwiching herself between us with a sly grin. She was facing me, and my hand went to her hip, the music leading us as we swayed along with the beat. It was almost too intimate for public but the rest of the world didn’t matter anymore. It was only them.
Soon she was whisked away by her other mates, leaving Callum and me alone again. This time he didn’t play nice, his hands grabbing my ass and bringing me in close. We had enough people around us that we went unnoticed.
“Come with me,” he whispered. I nodded and he turned, leading me away from the crowd to his tent. He didn’t speak until the door was closed behind me. “I want you, Holt. I’ve wanted you from the beginning. I don’t want this ceremony to be the first time we’re together. I care too much about you for that to happen.”
I swallowed hard. Callum wasn’t one of those guys that just did the bare minimum. He set the fucking bar way higher than most.
“Then you can have me,” I told him.Should I tell him now that I’m a virgin, that I’ve never done this with anyone before?
He seemed to notice my hesitation. “Have you ever…?” He trailed off and I shook my head. “Good.” The possessive smugness in his voice had me letting out a small laugh.
“Typical alpha, always wanting to claim us first.”
“In this case, yes,” he said as he lunged forward, capturing my lips in a bruising kiss. All pretenses were gone and now my alpha was hungry, possessive, and my entire body lit up under his touch. “I want your first time to mean something,” Callum said gently as he slowly teased his fingers over the hem of my shirt before taking it off completely. He gently traced the contours of my body, eyes studying me like I was a work of art. For once I was speechless, swallowing hard as I tried to wrap my head around the fact that he was mine. Forever.
He moved to my jeans next, undoing the button and pushing them down my slender hips. His appreciation didn’t stop there, in fact, he eyed me with hunger as he licked his lips, falling to his knees and taking my cock into his hand. He lifted it, licking from root to tip before sliding the head between his lips, teasing his tongue over me. I gasped, grabbing onto his dirty-blond hair as I tried to hold myself together. I didn’t want to come already and embarrass myself but as he took me farther into his mouth, it was damn near impossible. Not only was this strong alpha on his knees for me, he was blowing my mind with every swipe of his tongue.
“Don’t you hold back,” he growled as he looked up at me. “This will help you last longer later.” Then he swallowed my cock down, his throat constricting around me. It felt so fucking good that my eyes rolled back and my hands clenched in his hair. Two more thrusts and I couldn’t hold back if I wanted to, but Callum swallowed down every fucking drop I gave him.
“Alpha,” I whispered, not sure what I was asking for.
“I’ve got you,” he promised, meeting my gaze with one full of promises. “Always.”
And I believed every fucking word he spoke. I’d found my place and my people, and he was the man I’d always dreamed of. Sure, I’d dreamed of more, and I would find that with Vanya, but right here, he was all that mattered.
Callum was gentle as he led me to the bed, hands exploring my body the moment I was laid out for him. I used the opportunity to study him. He was an Adonis in the flesh, from the perfectly sculpted muscles to the sun-tanned skin, to the dimple that flashed whenever he smiled.
“Keep staring at me like that and this won’t be gentle,” he joked. I laughed at that, knowing he was lying through his teeth. He’d be rough if I asked for it, but this time, my first time, I was grateful I was with someone who cared enough to make it good. “Turn over for me, on your knees.” I did as he asked, my breath turning into shallow, panicked pants as I heard the lube bottle open, then his fingers teased over my ass before sliding between my cheeks. “Breathe.”
His order took the panic away, and I focused on the deep timbre of his voice. He could soothe away so many things with just that tone, it was insane. My body tried to tense as he slid one finger inside of me, but I breathed through it and forced myself to relax. It was a constant battle of me tensing and him soothing me back down before he was three fingers deep and I was stretched to his satisfaction.
“Take me now,” I said, not wanting to come on the bed. The stinging had easily given away to mind-blowing pleasure and I was no longer panting in panic, but pure fucking lust.
“Gladly,” he growled. He lined himself up, the tip of his cock teasing through the lube before he slowly pushed himself inside. He didn’t pause and let me adjust, instead he sank into me until he was balls deep, then stilled, giving me a moment to catch my breath. Soothing circles on my back had me breathing easier, and eventually, I was relaxed enough that he started to move. It still stung but with each pump of his hips it started to feel better and better, until I was moaning and gripping at the sheets. “That’s it, you’re taking me so good, baby.”
The term of endearment had me choking on my groan of pleasure, from the emotion coursing through me. I’d never been anything special to anyone. Yet this pack had taken me in, and he’d chosen me even before we knew we were mates. Now it all felt real, yet I was still waiting to wake up one day to it all being fake, a sweet dream amidst the nightmare of captivity.
“Hey, talk to me,” he said, pulling out and rolling me over. Apparently he noticed the change in me that my dark mind had brought about.
“I’m fine,” I lied, but his warning growl had me letting out a breath and giving him my honestly. “I’ve never been chosen, Callum. Yet you make me feel like I matter, like I belong with you.”
“You do.” And his confusion at that was exactly why I was falling for him so damn fast. “I’ll always choose you, Holt. When it’s just you and me, and when we’re in the group. Nothing will change that. I’ll fight to the ends of this earth to keep you and the others safe, to give us a real chance at a future, fear free.”
“Fuck me,” I begged, needing him now more than ever to tell me this with his body, not just his words. He grabbed my legs and pushed my knees to my chest, baring me for him again. He slid in slowly again, and I whimpered as a shiver of pleasure shook through me.
His eyes locked onto mine before he smirked, the wolfish grin my only warning before he claimed me hard and fast, taking what was his and showing no mercy. When I went to touch my cock, needing a release, he snatched my hand back.
“Don’t touch what’s mine,” he warned. “You come when I tell you. Got it?”
“Yes,” I breathed out as a moan took over. He shifted until he hit the right spot. Pleasure shot through me like a lightning bolt, my balls tightening painfully in response. I needed that release so fucking bad, but I didn’t even fucking care with how good he was making me feel. Cum leaked from my cock as he slammed into me and when his fist wrapped around me, I almost sobbed in relief.
He jacked me off in time with his own thrusts until I couldn’t hold back, cum painting my chest as I felt the rush of his filling my ass. My body was shaking with the intensity of it all and my breathing ragged. Yet my mind was content, I felt safe here in his arms.
